Bkdk: The loop of hell

Saturday

I woke up, then immediately ran out of my room. I was already wearing my hero suit cus I took it off only to shower, but put it back on and slept in it.

I didn’t look at the time, but I was guessing it was past noon. I grabbed an energy bar on the way out of the building and ate it very quickly.

Then I tried gathering all my thoughts about Deku. I needed to figure out how far he could go without getting tired.

I try imagining myself as Deku. Which was really shitty. Pretending I was in his dumb red ass shoes just to find him. 
That damn nerd. 
Why the fuck did he run away in the first place? If I knew he was gonna do that, then I would’ve tied him to the damn wall and made sure he never left.

But who gives a shit about that nerd anyway.

I’m not doin’ this for him…. am I?

Deku can go take a swan dive.

…

wait.

Why did I remember what Deku told me just now?

“...Maybe…. I should’ve listened to you back then.”

Was he… talking about that?

No.

He couldn’t have.
Deku would never…

I gather all my strength and propel myself into the air towards the city.

I went as fast as I could, beyond my limit which made me even faster than I expected I could go.

Instead of a few hours, it only took me an hour or less to get to my childhood kindergarten.

I landed in the sandpit.
And as soon as I did, memories overflowed me.

I bullied Deku here.

Why did I do that?…

I walked over to the swingset and checked for signs of Deku.

I saw his footprints, but they were barely visible, like they were made a couple days ago.

You would’ve thought it was anyone’s shoe print.
But I knew the print too damn well.

And my point was proven when I found a thread of his green hair.

“Shit, I knew it.” I said to myself.

I need to search every inch of this area. I thought to myself.

This took me several hours. I checked every alleyway, and every hiding spot around all the buildings. I even checked inside some of them with permission from the owners.

No sign of him.

I passed by my old middle school, and got the memory that haunted me.

“Just pray that you’ll be born with a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive off the building.”

The thought of me saying that to him, haunted me.

I didn’t mean it. I really didn’t.

I just didn’t want anyone knowing about my true feelings, so I acted tough all the time.

“Dammit Izuku! You better not have listened to me!” I yelled.

Everything has been fine until recently!
What happened!?
Did something in him spike?
I need to find him.
I must find him.

I searched around the middle school, not missing a single area.

He wasn’t there.

I should check nearby buildings. I thought.

I acted so quickly that I nearly lost my balance from the unexpected speed I was gaining.

But I made it to every tall building around, and searched every one of them.

I stopped to talk to every person I saw walk by and asked if they had seen Deku.

After many hours of this, and with no luck, I called for extra people to come look, while I was in the middle of searching.
They arrived shortly after my call and they have been helping me search for the past hour.