Bkdk: The loop of hell

Tuesday

I woke up with a cold feeling.

“Shit!” I thought, as I immediately shot out of my sleeping position.

I looked around my room. Izuku wasn’t with me.

“Dammit, Deku you better not have-” I said, as I ran out of my room and towards the school stairs.

I ran as fast as I could, which made me almost trip on the stairs multiple times as I ran up them.

“Izuku you bastard.” I cursed.

“Please don’t be there.”

“Don’t die, Izuku.”

“I need you.”

“I… I love you, Izuku.”

As I was running up the stairs I passed a teacher, but I didn’t look back to see his reaction.

I just kept running. Until I reached the roof.
I opened the door and ran out, looking at every corner of the building.

I didn’t see him anywhere.

Panicked, I scrambled to the edge and looked down, searching for his body. My heartbeat was racing as I internally screamed at myself.

“No, no, no, no.” I said, as I walked around the edge of the building, looking down to the bottom.

“Young Bakugo!!” Someone yelled.

I spun around and saw All Might.

“What are you doing by the edge of the building, my boy?” He asked me.

“I was looking for Izuku.” I explained.

All Might froze in shock. Suddenly the door to the roof opened and Aizawa stood in the doorway, panting.

“Midoriya isn’t in his dorm room!” Aizawa yelled.

“Young Bakugo, let’s go search for him.”

I quickly nodded in agreement, as I followed them both back down the stairs. I returned to the hallway with both of mine, and Izuku’s rooms are located. I quickly checked inside Izuku’s room. I didn’t see him, so I ran down the hall to get to the other side of the building.

But as I ran past my room, I heard the door creak open.

I immediately stopped in my tracks, and turned around.

“Thank All Might’s soul you are ok.” I said, as I stared at the sleepy Izuku figure squinting at me.

“Kacchan? Why are you not in bed?” He mumbled.

“Where were you?” I asked, as I slowly walked up to him.

He had my blanket draped over his shoulders, and he rubbed his eye.

“I was using the bathroom. I needed to wash my face, and use the toilet.” He said, as his eyes slowly started closing.

I held onto him and guided him back to my bed.

“Oh, ok. Well I need to go do something real quick. I’ll be right back, nerd.” I said.

He mumbled in response as I laid him down and put my other blanket over him. I was about to leave, when he grabbed my arm and pulled me to him.

“Izuku- I need to go real quick.” I whisper.

“No~ Stay with me.” He whined.

I sighed to myself, then crawled in the bed with him. Right as I did that, he wrapped his arms around my body tightly and pressed his face directly against mine.

“What are you-” 

He interrupted me when his lips met mine.

“My Kacchan…” He mumbled, half asleep.

My face heated up, and I felt drawn to him.

“Dammit Izuku..the things you do to me.” I whispered, as I returned his kiss.

Izuku sleepily reacted and held onto my face, kissing me back.

“Let’s sleep all day..” Izuku whispered.

“Sure, nerd.” I whispered back.

I felt him smile in my neck, as he fell asleep.

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Time seemed to go extremely slow. It was a weird feeling. And on top of that, this weird feeling for Izuku that I get when I’m around him.

His stupid perfect eyes, and his cute smile. His beautiful green hair. Everything about him just makes me get this tingly feeling.

I know I said I loved him. But did I really mean that? Was that this feeling that I have? 

“Is this what it feels like to love someone?” I thought.

Izuku rubbed against me, and I felt him softly press his lips against my neck, before zoning back to sleep.

“Just stay with me, Izuku. Until I know the time loop has passed.” I whispered in his ear.

He didn’t move so I wasn’t sure if he heard me or not.

I held onto him protectively, as I started drifting asleep.

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“I think I’m in love with you, Izuku.”