Listen to the song after Dominic and Taylor finish arguing.
Woke up this morning slamming my hand down on my alarm clock. Stretching I looked over towards the portrait of my father wishing that he was here so that he could give me advice on all the issues in my life.
Shaking my head I got up and went to go brush my teeth; looking at myself in the mirror I couldn't help but notice the bags under my eyes.
Exiting the bathroom I made my way to my closet looking for an outfit.
I decided to put a black skirt and and a nude button down shirt, along with a blazer. I sat down at my vanity and started putting my hair into a bun. While finishing my hair I couldn't help, but to think who was going to watch Sasha for me today.
I looked over at my phone vibrating and saw that it was Demario calling me.
"Hello"
"Hey Rio"
"What's up Tee? What's the matter with you? You sound really upset."
" I'm not upset, I just have a lot on my plate. I have to find a new babysitter for Sasha . I'm not letting my mom watch her any more. So now I am just stuck ."
"Now Tee, you know I cant watch her its no problem.
"Demario I don't want to put all the stress on you its fine. I'll just find someone else."
"Tee, I said I got it now I'm on my way . I'll be there in a few", he said.
Before I could even protest he hung up the phone, I let out a long breath and made my way to Sasha's room. I started at her amazed at how much she looked her father, but also afraid of how she would turn out with having an absent father the majority of the time. I love Sasha to death I couldn't imagine what life would be without her.
You see, when I met Sasha's father Dominic I was in a really bad place in my life. I never regret having Sasha or anything I just regret the person who helped me bring her into this world. Dominic and I met at the time that my father was diagnosed with having cancer. That news was the most devastating thing in my life. My father was my rock, he was my bestfriend the one that I could run to whenever I needed someone there.
Dominic and I had been attending the same college he was a Junior and I was a Freshman . He was a ladies man indeed; he had women falling left and right for him, but not me- well not at first of course. I would always see him on campus, but we never really payed attention to each other until, we became partners in our chemistry class and the rest was history. We were combined to the hip, it was like he was my missing puzzle piece. When my father passed away Dominic was there to comfort me.
All the comfort that he gave soon turned into something horrible. He began coming home late , he was always on his phone ' about business' and eventually stop coming home. As soon as I found I was pregnant is when I discovered the hurtful truth that Dominic was cheating on me. He didn't just cheat on me with one person, but multiple women. He even had the nerve to pass a STD to me, from sleeping with those disgusting women.
It didn't take me long to realize that Dominic was full of shit and no good. I had to grow a pair and move on not just for me , but also for the baby that I was carrying. Leaving Dominic was the best day and worst day of my life. I felt like failure, I felt like I was depriving Sasha from living in a stable house hold. I really did feel that way, but I had to realize that Sasha and myseld would be fine, because I always be there for her. I would play her mother and her father while giving her the world and more.
