Hey loves! It's Nelly back with another one for you. This one is slightly different then my normal fanfictions as it doesn't focus on a ship persay. It's also quite a bit shorter then what I normally write but it just came to me. This is a shigaraki focused fanfiction where he talks about not knowing what love and about his fellow league members. This does contain slight shigadabi romance. I hope you enjoy.
Warnings: fluffy as shit like heart melting cute and boyxboy slight shigadabi
Shigaraki doesn't know what love is. It's been years since he's felt love. He's forgotten what it feels like. The closest he knew was the emotionless care of Kurogiri. He didn't know what love is or how it felt but these feelings he's developed for the league was as close as he knew.
The way he couldn't help the small smile that tugged on the corners of his mouth when he gave toga her cut of the pay. The soft feeling he felt when toga cuddled up to him. The feeling of worry when toga got sick and couldn't get out of bed. The adoration he felt when toga got him a present.
The way he felt excited when spinner got excited over a new game to play together. The way he couldn't get mad and even joined when spinner laughed when he raged at the game. The way he felt joy when spinner actively seeked out games to play together. The way he felt happiness when spinner went out of his way to get him games or merch for him.
The way he felt cared for when Mange would offer some gentle advice when he needed it the most. The way he felt safe when Mange would hug him and offer kind words when nothing went to plan and he felt hopeless. The way he felt important when Mange would make sure he was eating and taking care of himself like a mother would. The way he felt satisfaction when she'd light up when he got her simple gifts like makeup.
The way he felt silly when laughed at Mr.Compress’s dad jokes. The way he felt gracious when Mr.Compress understood an assignment without asking questions. The way he felt seen when Mr.Compress would leave a small gift and a letter when he felt stuck. The way he felt amusement at Me.Compess’s little magic tricks.
The way he felt relieved when Kurogiri got his emotions back. The way he felt like he finally had a family when kurogiri would make a big dinner and they'd all eat together. The way he felt watched after when kurogiri would check on him when he was working late. The way he felt like he wasn't alone anymore when Kurogiri would tell him good night every night.
The way he felt a kinship with Dabi when he and Dabi would tease each other rather than blatantly insult each other like they did originally. The way he felt understood when he was down Dabi wouldn't insult him but offer a few kind words as long as there was no prying ears. The way he felt warmth when Dabi would throw a compliment his way. The way it felt like his stomach was full of butterflies when Dabi would hold him after a late night. The soft warm feeling in his chest when Dabi would kiss away his tears late at night.
Shigaraki doesn't know what love is or what it feels like but if he had to guess? This was love. All of it. He finally had a family that loved him and he loved them.
Word count: 525
I don't really know what else to say but I hope you enjoyed!
Lots of love, the writer,
Nelly 🖤❤️🖤❤️
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