Just Chatting, right?

Chapter One

La Choza is quiet now, no noise of cheering nor the noise of jumping around in excitement.
Just quietness, there's something so special about that once I turn off the stream.

Today's stream was a successful one, or so I thought Rai would agree but she looked to be thinking otherwise.
The donations went crazy and it was all because of the goal I set up.
It was meant to be a joke just to prove a point to Rai.
If I put a daring goal, the chat will go crazy. She wasn't sure of the goal but she went along it. It was a joke at first but it became more real once the goal got closer to being met.
The goal was, "Quarto Rojo/Miradas!!!"
"Red room/eye contact!!!"

Everyone knows what the red room signifies. Alex, Rai, and I in my bedroom with red ambient lighting playing around sexily in my bed. The grinding and dancing to a song, giving the chat some fan service between Las Yeguas.
But the chat knows that Rai and I never do red room alone without Alex. So the chat knows it can be more intense and more intimate then when we do it with Alex. And the eye contact, which is when Rai and I stare into each other's eyes to create this sort of tension that sharpest knife can cut so deep.

Donation after donation.
The environment changed suddenly when the goal was closer to being reached.
Another donation, Rai turns to me and her eyes do a triangle. Looking at my eyes then at my lips then my eyes.
Another donation, I girl the sides of my chair and do the same thing, feeling my heart beating out of my chest.
And another donation, the chat goes crazy when the goal reaches to 10k and more, the fucking goal was met and it's time to pay up.

Rai bites her lips as she looks away from me to look at the chat.

"Fucking crazy! You guys don't back out of a challenge. I guess the red room is happening!"

My stomach dropped, my heart started skipping beats and suddenly it became hard to breathe. I felt my center tighten up, I couldn't stop thinking about the possibility of things going south, or worse, failing the challenge of the eye contact.

I went to set up the lights and get the camera set up, while Rai talks with the chat.

I'm never the one to get nervous about things like this. I always do this with Alex and Rai but somehow since it's just her, I'm kind of scared.

Everything is set up and ready, time for the show to start but before coming out of the room I go search for something to drink. I found that stupid bottle of vodka, and without thinking I took a hard swig of it. I gulp down the liquid with so much force it almost made me throw up. I quickly find a chaser, the left over juice from Alex's juice that I keep just for him. I chug it, masking the after taste of vodka.
It burned down my throat and into my stomach. I felt it.
My head felt dizzy and I just couldn't help but to start smiling hard. I come out the room and I see her, something about her mad me forgot what I was going to say. Seeing her there, sitting and being herself lighted something inside me.
She turns to look at me and smiles, "I think the chat is ready for the red room!"