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Chapter Five

Rai

I just friend zoned Alondra for like eternity. There's no way our relationship will change from friends to lovers. If she knew I think of her when I touch myself. She's the reason I can feel any sexual desire and that our kiss is the only thing I can think of. It plagues my mind and it's making me insane, that I want to feel her lips against mine once again. What would I do without them now that I've tasted them?

I toss and turn in bed, trying to figure out how our relationship will move forward after that night. It's Saturday today so that means there's  stream between Alex, Alo, and I. Opening gifts from sour fans and other stuff.
I groan out once I heard my alarm go off.

"Ugh I don't wanna get up just yet," I mumble to myself.
I get up and check my phone, there's a notification from WhatsApp.
Alondra sent a picture of her new hair and her fresh eyebrow slit.

I unconsciously thought of her in an inappropriate way once I saw this picture.
Her naked body walking towards me as I lay in bed looking at her.
"Take you fucking pants off," she demands as I obey her in an instant. I took my pants off, then she positions herself in between my legs, taking my panties off with a quick movement.
I close my eyes as I felt her tongue wetting me.
I began to tremble as I emitted a loud moan, this made me drop the phone to the floor. I then open my eyes and I saw I made a mess in Alondra's bed because of my stupid fantasy. I quickly get up and took the sheets off her bed to wash them.
Never again in her bed, knowing I might wet her bed again.

How long have I masturbated to her for? Maybe a long time ago, I don't know when exactly but all I know is that I've saw her in a different light.

She's an independent woman who doesn't need anyone to succeed in life. She's smart and overachieving, leaving no room for laziness and self doubt.
I love Alo but most importantly, I love her passion for her job.

I shower, get everything ready for when Alex and Alo get here.
I clean the bathroom for her, even her room and the film room.
I hear Alondra come in then I hear Alex too.

I hope tonight's stream is smooth and fun, I don't want any awkwardness between us to happen.

* * *

The stream went well but something was off. I felt Alondra's energy shifting towards Alex a bit more than usual. I would be lying when I say Alo was into the dynamic of tonight. She seemed off and it made me question a few things, did she tell Alex? Alex seemed normal but because I know he's a good liar and actor.

It was time for Alex to go home, leaving Alo and I in la Choza. I need to talk to her, ask her if she's okay or if anything was bothering her.
"Alondra are you okay? You seemed distant with me."

"Rai, I had a long day today. After the meeting for the new closet and going to the salon to get my hair done, I'm tired," she lays in her bed and pulls her phone out. She's gonna ignore me which means she gives not a single fuck about what I had to say.
"Okay we can talk tomorrow."
I lay next to her and turn the other way and closed my eyes.

I won't let my feelings get in the way of our friendship, maybe I should ignore them and move forward. Maybe she's right, she looked drained, she probably needs sleep, that's all.