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Chapter Seven

Being patient, waiting for the one and to be met with nothing, only the thought of ever being a true love.
I'm 23 years and I haven't had any true love nor have I ever fucked anyone. A virgin at its finest.
But I honestly could care less about sex and all that until I kissed Rai. Well, until SHE kissed me. I haven't stopped craving her lips against mine since then.

I began to self pleasure myself thinking about her mid drift and lower back, like what if I was the one grasping her body pulling it closer to mine. Grazing her skin with my lips, feeling her wet pussy with my fingers. I began fantasizing about her in even more perverted ways that I started listening to her favorite artists and touching myself to a picture of her.
Ugh I want her bad!

But I know I can't, not yet.

My body trembled in pleasure as I finish off, opening my eyes and gasping for air.
In that moment I knew I needed to taste, and have my fingers inside her.

I get up and go shower, she'll be here for today's stream. It's gonna be with Alex so we need to have a conversation about certain situations that could changed things so we need clarification and quick.

What should today's stream be?
It has to be something different that we've never done before.

Someone knocks on the door.
I get up and go open the door, it's Alex. I felt tense, as if seeing Rai would cause a strong reaction out of me.
Alex looks confused as if whatever he was thinking of is troubling him.
"We need to talk."

I grip the door already regretting this conversation.

"So she basically said it was for views and you agreed?" Alex wasn't having it. He called it bullshit from her, so I just agreed.
"I want you to know that I am barely trying to figure out my emotions. Since that day I haven't stopped thinking about our kiss and it is clouding my mind. It's affected my day to day activities too," I slumped on my bed. Alex hasn't seen Rai since last week, before the kiss.

He suspected Rai was into me, but never suspected that she would do this to me. Deny me and my feelings just to make me feel crazy. I mean, I did deny her too. I fucked up.
I realize that now and I think I'm ready to confess to her.
I'm gonna do it when she gets here, to which she should've been here by now.
There's knocking on the door once again, Alex and I look at each other.
Who could it be?
I just hope it isn't Rai, not yet at least.
"You open it, please?" I beg Alex while I go hide in my bedroom out of nerves.
He nods and does what I told him.
"Beba! Where the fuck have you been?" Alex reaction made me feel even more nervous because it is Rai at the door.
"Rai, who's your friend?"
What?
Friend?
I poke my head out just a bit and I see them.
Alex holding the door, Rai standing outside and a stranger next to Rai, her arm wrapping Rai's shoulder.
Huh?
"She's my...girlfriend."