Pheromone-less

Ch 17

JAEHAN POV

finally, after wait for a week, i can come back to this hiding place. After yechan went to company, i pack the leftover from breakfast and bought them for lunch here. I even bring a change for hyuta in case he decided to jump in inside the stream.

"Daddy fish gone" He raised his stick that he found earlier.

"Yes it's gone, and you already have the red one at home remember"

"But black fish?" He frown.

"Just catch something else. Daddy saw a pretty lady bug there" I pointed the bushes behind me. He look at the bush with his wide open, he nod to himself and walk toward it. Gotcha. It gonna take him sometime.

I lean my back and head against the tree, enjoying the weather and the sound of water flowing melodious from the stream in front of me. This place never failed to calmed and boost my mood.

For this past days, i learned that yechan seems like change for good, the old bastard i know won't let a chance to sleep with such a beautiful young girl away, but yesterday he shown he really keep his promise.

"Daddy Hopper" Hyuta open his palm, show me a tiny grasshopper, it hopping to the grass as soon as it have a chance to run away. Hyuta frown at his palm, then to the grass, then at me. He can't believe it running away. He widening his eyes and look at my face. I smile at him, take an empty bottle from my picnic basket.

"Put them here, so we can take them home babe" He take the bottle and nod. Crawl on the grass and began his hunt. Hope he catches enough, I'm gonna release them in our backyard, they might breeding themselves later.

"Yechan say black fish" I heard hyuta mumbling to the grass, i better ignore him, and I'm gonna teach yechan how to say no to hyuta.

Wait....he still called yechan by his name, is it right? I mean i know, I'm the one who told him to called yechan by name, but he's still an asshole back then. He can't keep addressed yechan like that, people would think i didn't teach him properly, especially those elders. I nod to myself, later i will tries talk with hyuta regarding this matter.

I glance at him, still crawling all over the grasses on his four. His head busy looking around. I always prayed for his happiness, for him to live peacefully in east pack, grow as a healthy boy, respecting and care about nature. Now i guess i need to take 'live peacefully in East pack' out, he has a big responsibility waiting for him in the future.

His fate not like what i thought it would be before. I thought i can hide him forever from yechan, and he would become the best warrior at our pack under sebin hyung guidance, but now, he will inheriting his grandpa and his father position, carried their bloodline inside his body, i really need to think more serious about this matter, so i can help him to become the respectful and powerful alpha like dad and hangyeom's dad.

But...what about me? If yechan crowned as the next leader, i can't be his Luna, we are not a mate, it's not a proper for me to sit in Luna's position. I once told them at our leader office, when they came to our pack for the first time, that i didn't have a problem if yechan's mate came in the future, i won't back to my pack, i will stay by hyuta's side, accompanying his new journey. Can i really stay if that really happened? can they really won't kick me out from this pack?

I sigh, i believe mom and dad won't do it, and yechan also said he didn't need a mate, but I'm not sure about the elders, and if yechan found his mate, i didn't know what kind of person they are, i can't make sure to myself they gonna accept me to stay around. I let out another sigh, the thought about my future give me a headache.

"Babe, do you want to eat?" Hyuta shake his head, still crawling, he won't stop till he catches one, me and yechan was to blame for this, why he can't just take the patiency from his grandmother duo.