It was never enough (18+)

Chapter 27 - This is worse than a nightmare

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Jenna's pov

"I am Zayn's fiancee"

I couldn't move myself after the words came out of Madeline's mouth. I just couldn't bring myself to talk or even think. Yes, it's true that my body was there but I was not.

I was just.............. Well, somewhere, I guess.

"Jenna? You there?"  Sam's voice pulled me out of my thoughts.

" Jenna, I know it's heartbreaking but it's true. I am his fiancee." Madeline stated.

Ugggh! Somebody stop her voice!!!

"Shut up!" I couldn't stop myself. I should have been calm but at that moment........ I just lost it. "Just Shut the hell up!! And get the hell out of my house!" I tried to slammed my door but Sam hold it on its place.

"Jenna! You need to listen to her, trust me."

"Trust you?! You know what Sam? You are here that's why I am not listening to this shit. If it was just her then there was a slightest chance. But now, there is none!"  I said as I turned  towards him.

"It's for your own good, Jenna." Sam said.

"My good? Stop lying. You never cared about 'my good'. I know it's you. You always destroy everything that makes me happy, Sam. When I was with you, you broke me into pieces. And now...... Now you saw how happy I was with Zayn and that's why you are trying to end it. It's all your deed, isn't it? You just can't see me happy, now can you?"

I have never talked with Sam after our break up properly. And I didn't actually think that I have so many words for him.

"Jenna......" Sam tried to say something when Madeline cut him.

"No, it's not him. Jenna see, i am not here to fight with you or something. I am just here for the truth. To save you. Can we go inside and talk? Please?"  I moved from my doorway to let them in.

As they entered I closed the door and made our way to the living room. Sam and Madeline sat on the couch and I took the seat next to the Madeline.

"Jenna, look. I am going to tell you the whole story and then it's upto you if you're going to believe it or not. I am not going to force you." Madeline turned towards me and started.

"Two years ago Zayn and I got engaged. We met through our families. His and my family are ...... Well, business partners or family friends, you can say. Since childhood only it was kinda decided. And to be honest, we both loved the idea. We both fell in love and then due to some business allies we had to get engaged." Madeline took a breath before starting again.

"Zayn had his business but I wanted to start my own. At that time I was busy chasing my dreams and I wanted to be something...... I wanted to be successfully. So I told him that I don't want to get married...... Not until I get what I want. And he agreed. He said he respect my decision and to take as much time I need. So, I moved to Chicago and I worked for my jwellery business. And today I have build a successful brand. "

" And yes, it's true that me and Zayn we didn't used to see eachother other that much due to our busy schedule but we use to talk. Almost every day. And even last month also he came to see me. In Chicago. And we had a wonderful time. And then last week I got the information about you and Zayn. Sam told me and I wanted you to know about this."  She placed her hand over my joined hands.

"Most of the people know about this. About me and Zayn. About us being engaged. And to be honest I never thought Zayn would do this." She stopped for a while and removed her hand from mine.

I stared at the floor. Why everything seems blurry? Then a drop of tear left from my eye.  I removed it quickly with my hands.

Fuck it......

"Anyway I don't blame him. He was with you only for your body. He never loved you. It was always me. You were just a time pass. But now that I am here he will not need you. You were just like another girl in his life." I folded my fingers tightly in my palm. My nails were digging on my palm. Sure it will left marks.

"You didn't take that seriously, right? I mean no offense but a CEO like Zayn would never fall for.... you. You are just a Assistant. But I am sorry if you thought he actually loves you. You were just one of his sluts. You can never take my place. You should know your place, Jenna. A guy like Zayn will never choose you. You....."

I can't anymore. I can't hold it. It's too much.

"Get the hell out of my house." I didn't let Madeline finish. I said quietly as I looked towards them.

"Sorry?" Madeleine asked.

"I said get out of my house. Both of you."

"No Jenna I don't think you....." Sam started but I didn't let his finish.

"I said Out!!! " I raised my voice. I just couldn't control myself. Not anymore.

God, this is a nightmare. No no no..... It's worse. It's worse than a nightmare..... It's reality!

I opened the door widely. They both stood up and came forward.

"Jenna..." Sam tried to explain.

"Just leave!!"

And they both left without another words. I slammed the door and that's when the tears started pouring from my eyes. I say against the door. I was not able to move.

I curled up into a ball and cried. Sobbs escaped my mouth.

God, I can't breathe. It hurts!

I have no idea for how long I stayed there infront of the door like that.  After a while I just drank a glass of water and went to my bed.

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