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ʟᴏᴄᴀᴛɪᴏɴ: ʟᴀɴɪ'ꜱ ʜᴏᴍᴇ

ᴇᴀʀʟʏ ᴏᴄᴛᴏʙᴇʀ 2024

As i sat at my vanity getting ready to go meet up with Tylil i couldn't help but feel a wave of sadness and guilt  .. Mar's death was really starting to get to me , i know I initially didn't have a reaction because i felt i had to stay strong for the guys , I mean i'm supposed to be there for them you know ? So i didn't wanna break down knowing they wanted to break down themselves..

Grief is so weird to me , I mean i couldn't fucking stand his ass but we still grew up together we just weren't as close as i am with Da or Sai . At the end of the day he was still one of my friends and i'm gonna miss the fuck out of him .

I couldn't help but to think about the memory i had with him that kind of made me look at him completely different..

It was around the beginning of 9th grade when the incident happened but it happened because of a situation from 7th grade .

I was in a trio consisting of two other girls , We had been friends since we were little girls type shit

We were together everyday at school until some shit happened and they turned on me

𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊

The two girls that i was in a friend group with were Zailiana and Jalia , Jalia had just gotten a boyfriend whose name doesn't fucking matter ..

Zailiana was kind of boy crazy though which me and Jaila both knew  but never judged her for it because she was our friend ..

To make a long story short Zailiana ended up fucking Jaila man and told me about it which i then told Jaila .. She didn't believe me though

So of course I fell out with them because Jaila swore up and down her friend would never do that and I was just jealous that she had a man , Zailiana was talking to boys and i wasn't yet you know ?

I cut the both of them off and went on living my life , until i met the guys ..

Both of the girls would always be so mean to me , sub me on instagram and just do petty shit but I never paid them any mind because I knew I wasn't wrong and that I was being a good friend and they would realize that one day ..

Soooo fast forward to one day in the 9th grade .. 2 years later .. while i was just getting out of school about to walk home ..

"Aye Lani" I heard from behind me

It was Mar .. he had been playing with me all day , talking bout my forhead being big as hell and all type of shit so i wasn't really fucking with him at the moment ..

I ignored him and kept walking ..

"Laylani , you know you fucking hear me " he chuckled

"What Marquis?" I said as i turned around to face him 

"Can i walk you home ?? Damnnn i'm sorry for playing too much earlier " He dragged

"Nah stand on that " I mugged

"I'm sorry for real, come on , you ion need to be walking by yourself anyway " He said as he began walking