𝙻𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎

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ᴅᴀʟʏɴ ᴊᴀᴍᴇꜱ

ʟᴏᴄᴀᴛɪᴏɴ: ꜱᴀɪʟᴇᴍ' ꜱ ʜᴏᴍᴇ

ᴇᴀʀʟʏ ᴏᴄᴛᴏʙᴇʀ 2024

I was chilling at Sailem's house , making sure he was good and shit.  I know the death of Mar only added to his guilty conscience , he felt like all this shit was his fault because he got us involved initially but we were the ones who agreed to even rob TB so he can't keep blaming his self

We were sitting on the couch passing the wood back and forth between both of us as Lil Durk played on the tv lowly

"How you feeling Sai?" I spoke up as i took a pull from the blunt

"Shii I'm alright .. " He shrugged nonchalantly

Tf is he trying to lie to me for ?

"Stop lyin Sai , I know you fucked up bout us losing Mar" I said , shaking my head

"I mean duh nigga , ain't you ?" He said as he scrunched his face up

"Yea but i can admit the shit plus ion really know how to feel seeing as he was bout to snitch on us " I mugged

"We don't know that for sure ..I mean you started shooting as soon as you heard him say anything." Sai mentioned

"Sai done blow me .." i shook my head

" I mean what if he saw us before Tylil did and said that knowing you would crash out and get to shooting.." He added

"I fucking doubt that.. " I rolled my eyes

"We will never know cause he gone now anyway .." I sighed

"But like i said .. How you feel , despite the bullshit" I asked

"You know how i get , i feel like it's my job to protect all of y'all and i failed" He sighed

"But no one asked you to take on that responsibility my nigga" I said

"Look , i get it .. you not really trying to lose anybody else important in your life and you won't anymore , i can promise you that .. Mar dumb ass made the mistake of shooting TB at the party , that don't fall on you ." I ranted

"I know i know ..it's just-" He started but I quickly interrupted him

"No it's not just shit .. he is not dead because of you ight?!"

He paused for a minute and then proceeded to nod his head .

"Ight" He responded

I set the blunt down which was now a duck and started to roll up another one .

"You talked to Lani today ?"Sai asked

"Nah i think she mad at me or something ." I sighed

Lani hasn't talked to me since earlier today when me ,her snd Sai were all together and i mean we usually talk throughout the day but she hasn't responded to any of my messages .