31: In Silence of Your Absence

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I would recommend listening to the night we met for this chapter!  

Y/N'S POV

"Oh, Y/n" Mattheo says with an empathic tone.

"Mattheo, We have to find him" I say crying. He quickly took a seat next to me.

"We will Y/n, and I already know where he is" he says slowly.

"WHERE?" I yell jumping from the floor.

"Y/n, he's at my fathers" he sighs.

"Lets go now! We could save him!" I say.

"We will go but Y/n.. we can't come back here, it's too dangerous. Go say goodbye to your friends and pack some stuff. We will leave tonight and get him tomorrow." He says taking a seat.

"Okay Umm. I'll be back" I say running to my room.

'''''''' 

I still have tears in my eyes as I open the door. I look in to see the three girl sitting on my bed. Pansy, Astoria and Daphne.

"Y/n.. It will be alright" Astoria says looking at me.

"I have to go. I don't know if I'll make it back alive but me and Mattheo are going to find Maverick." I say looking at them with tear in my eyes. Pansy quickly rushes up pulling me into a hug.

"I can't let you go Y/n!" Pansy says with short breaths.

"I know, I know but Pansy you have to let me go. I'll be okay you have to believe that" I say hugging her back. She slowly lets go and I was brought into a hug by Daphne.

We share a long, tight hug, each feeling the warmth of the other. 

Daphne whispers, "Stay safe," as we pull away, the weight of those words hanging heavily in the air.

"I'm always safe." I say laughing.

Daphne pulls away from the hug and looks at Astoria.

"This isn't goodbye forever." Daphne says looking at Pansy signaling for them to leave.

"Your never alone Y/n remember that, we are always thinking of you" Pansy says before leaving room.

"Goodbye Y/n" Daphne says closing the door.

"Astoria, I'm so-" I try saying before getting cut off with a hug.

"I'll be fine," I say trying to hide the quiver in my voice

 "I hope you are," Astoria says with a soft voice.

"It feels like I'm watching you walk away for the last time" Astoria sighs.

"I know, I won't be the same without you" I say looking down.

"Promise me you'll be careful out there" she says blinking away the tears in her eyes.

"I will, I'll be back before you know it" I promise.

"No, don't say that. You don't know what can happen" she looks at me

"I'll come back I have to, for everyone and I'll come back with Maverick" I say.

"Just in case.. I'll keep your side of the room the exact same" she laughs.

"I'll hold you to that. You better be ready for when I come back." I look at her.

"I will be, just promise you won't forget me" she says

"I could never forget you your my best friend." I say.

I quickly pack my bags as Pansy and Daphne come back in.

"I can't forget how much you've grown this year Y/n." Daphne says with a smile trying to hide her tears.

I stand at the door and look at all of them. All standing side by side. I quickly run in for one last hug.

I first met Daphne's gaze, her gorgeous blonde hair being hit perfectly by the moonlit sky. She steps forwards. 

"No matter what happens, we will always be here." her voice oddly steady but with a hint of concern. She locks eyes with me, making a silent vow between her and me.

Pansy, with her long brown hair sitting over her shoulders, follows. Her expression is a mix of determination and worry. 

"You're stronger than you think," she reassures, offering a nod. "We'll be waiting for you." A hint of a smile breaks through her worry but it didn't make her eyes in time.

I then look at Astoria, her eyes glisten with tears, 

"Just make it back to us" she whispers her voice trembling. The weight of her word stay in the air a plea that cuts deep. "Take this to remember me" she says handing me a gold locket. "Look at it later, or I will make you stay" she sighs.

"I will, thank you all for believing in me I won't forget this" I pause having a last look at all of them before saying my last words to them. "You all change me, and for the better. Thank you for that" I sigh before closing the door behind them.

I look at our dorm number 348. Before turning away and leaving the slytherin for what I thought was the last time.

Sorry for the emotional rollercoaster. It will get worse, or maybe better!

Word count: 763!

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