Controversy Between Dentistry And Artistry

/chapter 7/

Author's pov >

Years later ,ellie is 14 already ,she remained cold hearted ,she wouldn't talk a bit to carson ,but you will find out all these on our way there

Ellie's pov>

I get my skates and my bag for training ,as the years passed i lost my quads even quadruple ,i never had a chance to land one in a competition ,that marked my life ,but what hurts me more is the loss of our mother ,i burst on the floor flashbacks coming in my head

< on her way back home the airplane crashed>

As soon as i calm down i take my things downstairs and put my shoes on
"Im off to the rink"
"Let me give you a ride" carson says and i shut the door before he could say more of his nonsense

Carson's pov >

Since our mother died ,ellie didn't smile ,on her face was dark makeup everytime ,and when she feels stressed and depressed she will be at the rink wich is everyday ,im losing my litlle sister

Ellie's pov >
I put my headphones in my ears and step on the fresh empty rink ,as tears fell on my face i skated and skated and skated ,i felt every step that i made ,the music ,this was the only way i could keep myself calm and relaxed ,sometimes i ask myself why i even try ,its not like im gonna make it to the olympics , i sit on the ice and see my coach staring at me ,i watched her when  all of the sudden i let my tears fall down and cry hard ,my coach comes to me and hugs me tight
" i know its hard ,but it been 3 years now ,we gotta get over the hard thing in our life somehow "
"I don't even understand why i keep coming here ,but the ice makes me feel myself and makes me forget about the bad things in my life "
"I know darling ,i know... pack your things you've been here for hours already " i nod and get myself up ,once im changed i get out with my bag and go to carson's clinic ,that's where i used to go because i liked the support tobey was giving me ,i walk slowly and make my way in the dental clinic
"Oh look who came around ,do you want me to let carson know you're here ?" Jasmine the receptionist asks and i shake my head no as i go in carson's office to lay down on the litlle sofa he had there ,

After hours of being here i hear the door opening ,at first carson doesn't notice me and sits on his rolling stool talking on his phone
"Im really trying ,she got so hard after her death ,if only i could have my sister back ,it really hurts me when she ignores me and i make every posibility to talk to her ,im losing her" he talks a few minutes then hungs up his phone and lets his head on the table ,after a few good minutes her rolls around and sees me crying in front of him ,
"Oh my god since when are you here?" He asks rushing at me
"I..i..." i burst in tears again and he hugs me tight ,it felt so great ,i haven't felt such affection from him in a while
"Its alright baby let it all out " he gently pats my back
"Im so sorry carson ,im sorry! I ...just miss mom ,and i go to the rink because its the only place that make me feel safe and myself ,i love you carson!!" I yell gasping for air and crying
" i love you too bug " he says getting more stronger grip on me ,he wipes my black tears from eyeliner with his thumb.
" carson ,i got qualified for the test skates this year "
"Good job bug!"
"I had the physicl exam already but i need a -"
"Dental check up i know sweetheart" he enterupts me
"Can we ...."
"We can baby girl,do you want it get over and done now?"i shake my head
"Come on ellie ,im free now" i burry my head back on his chest
"No carson..." i know i was like a litlle child but i actually am scared
"When then?" He asks and i shrug my shoulders
"How about now?" He laughs a litlle and  a smile escapes my mouth ,carson watches my teeths in a shocked gaze so i quickly cover my smile
"W-was that a smile....?" He leans up and picks me up and places me on his lap , i look in his eyes with fear
"No no ellie ,i haven't seen you smile in about 3 years " a huge smile shows on his face
"It was an accident but it felt good..."
I could tell he was overjoyed
"How about we do the check up tommorrow ?,and since its the only day im free lets go eat at olive garden how does it sound?" I nod ,not sure what hapened but it felt good maybe all i had to do is open up my mind and tell carson what was bothering me