I'm Gonna Miss You Baby

Five

six months later I came to find out they let Oziel record their sessions

my blood was boiling to say the very least

Lyle called me in a panic and let me tell you I was no help, I yelled at him and told him how dumb he was and told him I couldn't believe he would completely ignore me like this

"Lyle you fucked yourself so bad you won't be able to walk for a year! are you fucking serious! you let him record you, he has you guys verbally admitting to every fucking detail!" I yelled "Come to my house right now," he told me "Why should I do that" I questioned "I need to give you the money to bail me the fuck out get over here now!" he yelled

I hung up without another word and drove over there

Lyle gave me two rolls of cash "If the cops get around this fucking confidentiality shit I'm fucked, Erik's fucked, he's in fucking Israel right now" Lyle paced "You did this to yourself, you did this to your fucking self and you know it, why don't you ever listen to a word I fucking say!" I yelled at him

"I know, I'm sorry... I'm sorry Ange, you're right, I should've listened to you but I didn't, and now, I'm fucked" he stops pacing and stands in front of me tears welling in his eyes

I sighed looking at his face starting to feel bad about blowing up at him

I hugged him, and he cried into my shoulder "I love you, Lyle," I told him, I've never admitted this to anyone before not even myself he pulled away for a second to look at my face, and he stopped crying "are you for real" he asked me and I nodded

"I love you too," he told me "Always have always will" he added "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have yelled at you, I just don't want to lose you," I told him and he pulled me back into a hug

he told me to go home and he'd call me if and when he got arrested

a few hours later I got a call from Lyle

"Ange?" he said "Hey what happened?" I asked anxiously "I only have five minutes, I got arrested, and there is no bail, the only way I can call you is with dimes, please for the love of god send me dimes" he begged "So you're stuck there?" I asked "Yes" he replied, "where's Erik?" I asked "I don't know I told him what I thought was gonna happen before it did and he was still in Israel," Lyle told me "I gotta go," he told me "ok, I love you be safe," I told him "I love you too, I'll talk to you soon," he said before hanging up

I sat in my bed and cried

The next day Erik called me "Angela" he said shakily "Erik? Hey, how're you doing? When did you get back" I asked him "I'm... I'm ok, I got in last night the police picked me up from the airport" he answered

"Oh Erik I'm so sorry, do you at least have Lyle around?" I asked him hoping he wasn't alone "Yeah uh his cell's next to mine," he told me "That's a positive at least" I told him "Yeah, I don't know what I'd do without him here, I have to go I don't have any more dimes," he told me "I'll send you and Lyle some ok?" I told him "Thank you Ange" he replied "No problem" I replied and the line cut out

Right after that I wrote two notes for the boys and put in two rolls of dimes each

Every day for the next week, my phone was blowing up with either Erik or Lyle calling me

Lyle was telling me to get him moose for his hair and then their grandmother called me and asked which moose to get him and wig tape

"You're wearing a toupee!" I laughed "Who told you that" he questioned "That doesn't matter, just give me the list of what you need I'll get it and send it," I told him finishing my laugh "Seriously Ange who told you" he asked again "was it, Erik?" He added making me die of laughter again "Erik knew and didn't tell me! Oh my gosh, this is the best thing I've heard in years" I laughed