Master of the Sea

17~ The Fear of Losing

It's been one week, Jimin took her back. At first he was going to take her to his mansion but he decided to go to his farmhouse that would be good and airy place for her. He has been staying with Y/N and doing his work from home. He kept his promise to not leave her alone.

Just like now, he was taking her out for the fresh night. Every evening he would take to the other end of his farmhouse land, near the sea.

He wanted fresh air for her that would make her feel good. He looked down at her as he gently kept walking while holding the handles of her wheelchair.

Her blue eyes staring in front of her when he stopped as they both looked at the night view. He came and stood beside her, looking down at her only to see her staring in front of her. His eyes turned sad as they shown hurt and regret in them.

Sometimes, we think that only our pain is big and worse but we don't know what is other person suffering from? People don't think twice before judging someone. Everyone who would see him and her would think that she is the only one suffering from pain but what about him?

Everyone does wrong to one another, everyone makes mistake. He is human too, he did make mistake. His eyes turned teary as he turned her wheelchair to him and sat on his knees in front of her.

Taking her hands in his, he kissed them as tears fell down his eyes for her, for him and for them. "Y/N, would you ever forgive me?" Jimin spoke as he looked at her but she didn't response to his words as his tears fell down.

He was feeling lost without her. He wanted a hug that would give him warmth and make him feel peace and safe. He still sees nightmares and when he would wake up, he would see her open eyes staring at ceiling as he always lay beside her.

He looked down and moved closer to her before placing his head in her lap and taking her hands to wrap around his head as he closed his eyes trying to take warmth of her body.

Crying silently in her lap, he just closed his eyes let his tears fall down. "We will be alright? You would love me like before, right? It's alright princess if you wouldn't... Because this time, I'm going to love you endlessly." He spoke.

His words made her feel something, her heartbeat slowly increasing when her eyes for the first time in a while became teary.

He suddenly, felt some drops falling on his hands that were above his head holding her hands when he raised his head only to be shocked.

Tears were rolling down her face as her eyes moved down to look into his eyes.

And he felt his heart stopped as those blue eyes made contact to his dark ones.

She was looking into his eyes.

Tears rolled down her eyes as she looked at him, his teary eyes looking into her broken ones as he cried out while holding her face in his hands. It felt surreal to him as he wiped her tears and looked at her.

Holding her hands in his warm ones, he kissed the back of her palms. "Princess... I'm... I'm so happy right now... Please, forgive me for everything I have done to you." He spoke as he sat on his knees and held her face in his hands as he placed a kiss on her forehead.

Moving away, he took a look of her face as she looked into his eyes. He smiled at her as he just wanted to see her getting healthy as soon as possible.

"Blink your eyes if you want to say yes and blink twice if it is no, okay?" He asked when she blinked her eyes making him smile more. His heart was so happy as he continued look at her with adoration and love in his eyes.

"Are you feeling alright? Should I call the doctor? Is it hurting you?" He asked multiple questions at a time as she blinked and then blinked twice for the later questions.