Master of the Sea

18~ The Decision is Yours

Jimin held her hand as they sat in the doctor's office. He took Y/N to the doctor and they examined her fully. Now waiting for the doctor to come with her reports, they both waited impatiently.

A few minutes later, the doctor came inside as he sat and Jimin raised his brows at him. "Sorry for making you wait, the reports are here and they are normal."

His body relaxed hearing the doctor's words as he tightened his hold on her hand before turning to look at her. Seeing the shine in her eyes, he felt happy.

"How long it will take for her to get healthy?"

"Mr. Park, we're not sure about that but the way she is recovering I think it will take two to three months more? We will start her speech therapy and physiotherapy. The good thing is that her arms can feel the sensations. Y/N, can you try to move your hands?" He asked when Jimin looked at her and she slightly nodded.

She tried to move her hands but only a few fingers moved and a soft smile formed on her lips as Jimin smiled watching her and held her hand.

"That's a good sign. If she continues to show same passion and recovery then she can walk within a few months. Mr. Park, make sure she takes her therapies regularly and I'm prescribing you some vitamins, it would benefit her."

Jimin nodded as the doctor gave him the prescription slip. Y/N stared at him as her smile faded as she looked down. After excusing, Jimin took her to the farmhouse again away from the busy life of the city.

~ONE MONTH LATER~

Many days passed but the lack of communication between them still stayed, he would ask about her health and take care of her while she would just answers his questions.

Her health was getting better day by day fast and now she was capable of moving her hands, face and can speak well due to the therapies she was having.

"Are you hungry? Should I bring something to eat for you?" Jimin asked as she turned her head to him and looked into his eyes.

She shaked her head and looked back watching the sunset through the window, he walked to her and stood behind her wheel chair as he watched the sunset too with her. He remember that night when he heard his own words from her mouth.

"Was y-your love th-that w-weak?"

His tears rolled down his eyes hearing her words as he couldn't move from his position. It was like his body was chained and he was left froze. He couldn't speak even though he wanted to and it was what made him realized the helplessness of her.

Was it what you're feeling for so long, princess?- Jimin thought like she would hear him but one thing was sure, he could not bring the time back.

He would give everything to a person just for one thing... Bringing the time back where he made mistakes. He looked down not meeting her eyes.

"You're right... I'm the one whose love is the weakest... Where you were trying to lessen my pain, I was increasing yours for my selfish reasons... Even If will die again and again or puts efforts for forgiveness. It can't be compared to the pain I've given you... I've hurt you so much that even forever will not be enough for redemption... Sometimes, I think where we would have been if I hadn't touch you that night in the club?"

Jimin looked up and watched her crying. A smile formed on his lips as he walked to her and sat on his knees in front of her.

Y/N looked into his eyes seeing the emotion that broke her heart. Hate... it was the hate for himself. He never learned to love himself.