Just Cause

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Bella: hey, Imma be completey honest I lied to you when I said I lossed my feelings but corey you were the beat boyfriend I could ever have and I have a girlfriend which is Jackie I love y'all both and I hope whatever happens to me you'll always be there for me ...I love u babycakes I really do I don't think I'm ever gonna be ready to date you for awhile cause I'm tired of getting my heart stomped on over and over ... And I know you will be happy with out me and accept that...I would like for you to never talk to me again unless its really important or something bad happens To you or any of your family members... I love you and this is goodbye I hope we can be friends later on in life...and I hope you're happy now... Night babycakes.

Corey: Bella ? Bella?? Are you dating Jackie?

Bella: Yes she promised to fix me.

Corey: I still wanna be your friend now.

Bella: And I was crying and gonna kill myself then Jackie promised to fix me so someone would love me.

Corey: I do love you

Bella: I know you do just not the love we need. I need support and love and caring too become myself again... And its going take awhile because how damaged I am.

Corey: bella I love you

Bella: I'm sorry but I think we don't need another dating relationship again...cause it hurts to be dumped. I love you too ... Corey when u broke up with me it was like when I first cut sadness, suicidal, hurt,happy,death,pain,heartache when I got home I asked my mom to drop me off at my grandparents with tears in my eyes and I cryed all day and I'm still crying.

Corey: Bella I'm sorry

Bella:Don't be I need to grow up and move on so do you.

Corey: bella I still love you its just hard not being able to see you.

Bella: ik

Corey: I love you

Bella: But love isn't what you need at the moment you need have money,games, friends, girls,family that is what you need

Corey: Bella will you still stay a fehringer for me plz?

Bella: Idk... I just...Ummm...need to think for awhile... Im stressing to much over everything...

Corey: bye for a while allsworth

Bella: I just don't know why I even bother talking to you knowing that you'll never be mine again.

Corey: how?what?why?OK bye friend.

Bella: I'm not an Allsworth.!!!

Corey: Ratton?

Bella: Fuk no

Corey: What then?!

Bella: I'm a fehringer till I die
Cause like I said in my book

Keep clam
And love a
Fehringer

Corey:awwwwwwwww

Bella: Are u going to delete everything of me on your computer? And trash our notebook that I made for us.

Corey:No...why?

Bella: cause you might get another girlfriend.

Corey: So... I will always love you

Bella: i just don't know really.

Corey:OK...well ...I'm sorry

Bella:for what?

Corey:you know

Bella: me cutting

Corey: yea

Bella: Its life for me .
Just me alone .
Like always.

Corey: bella, you still have me but not in that way! We still are friends with beniffets right? according to you.

Bella:I guess ,I have nothing to live for now...

Corey: ME!!!

Bella: and remember no feelings.. Feelings are bad and hurt when their not true.

Corey: your dating Jackie...how is love bad

bella: Look at my wrist
Look at my tears
Look at my blade
Look at my body
Look at my mess
Look at MY life
Look at my broken life
Look at me!

Corey: Your gorgouse

Bella: I'm dead

Corey: ok bella i don't need this right now... I love you

Bella: I lack sleep and I'm a little high so its hard to focus...what you doing

Corey:OK...nothing...what you doing?

Bella: I'm trying to forget every memory I've ever had.

Corey: why

Bella: Cause if hurts to see me happy...idky... Imma heal one day, after picking up all my heart and thoughts and moving on to find a life that might be better...imma start skating, reading and writing more and put family first friends 2nd and relationships last. I'm going to be myself again the school's nerd and badass after school. I'm going to be perfect. Corey you love me right?

Corey: yes

Bella: Can I leave? You'll be better without me.