Straykids Sickfics\Hurtfics

Diet-Felix

Tw

abuse

throwing up

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Chan POV

So we were at a show and the host was making jokes and then suddenly he made a joke saying that Felix was chubby and fat.

I didn't laugh, in fact I glared at the host who kept making jokes about Felix's weight. None of us even chuckled because what he said wasn't funny and it was making Felix uncomfortable. 

So when I looked towards Felix I noticed his eyes getting all shiny with tears. No, please don't cry Lix...

No one POV

When the show finally ended Minho was ready to curse out that host but Felix said, "Minho please don't. I'm fine...honestly." Minho sighed but respected the younger's wishes.

Time Skip

When the boys made it home Felix immediately went to his room and looked in the mirror examining himself. When suddenly Seungmin barged in the door. "Yah, Seungmin there's such a thing as knocking you know!" Felix yelled. 

Seungmin shrugged, "I just want to tell you dinner is ready." "Well I'm not hungry." Felix responded blankly. "C'mon hyung I know you're starving." Seungmin whined.

"Well I'm not eating I'll eat later." Felix lied. Seungmin was concerned but decided to let it go, trusting that Felix will eat later.

Felix hated lying to his members but he didn't want them to know his plan. 

His plan was to try and never eat until he was at least 85 pounds. It sounded outrageous but that's all he had so far. 

When Seungmin walked back to the table Jeongin noticed that Felix wasn't there, "Where's Felix?" He asked. "He said he wasn't hungry." Seungmin replied worried. "But he has barely eaten all day..." Han trailed off.

Little did the members know that Felix was in the bathroom making himself throw up.

This continued for the past few days. Felix making excuses not to eat and then quietly retching in the toilet. When suddenly Chan called Felix in the living room for a little talk. 

When Felix arrived he noticed that all his members were all there too. "What's going on..?" Felix asked.

Felix pov

I went into the room where Chan called me with the other members gathered around too. Was this some kind of intervention? "What's going on?" I asked. "You know whats going on." Minho said seriously.

I looked around nervously. "Have a seat please Felix." Han said. I sat down on the sofa in front of them. 

"Why haven't you been eating?" Hyunjin started. I looked down. Right now staring at my lap was more interesting than the conversation. "Respond to me." Hyunjin ordered. 

"I-I don't know what you're ta-talking about..." I said looking up. Jeez why was I stuttering so much?! 

"You know what we're talking about! Stop playing dumb! You haven't been eating at all!!!" Changbin suddenly yelled at me. Changbin never yelled at me before. Tears brimmed my eyes. 

"Don't cry Felix just tell us what's the matter." Chan said in a soothing tone. 

Tears started going down my face as I said, "Nothing is the matter ok? I'm just not really feeling well." "Lixxie, please don't tell me this is about what the host said." Minho said, his voice was soft. That made me cry more so my members took that as a yes. 

"Felix your perfect I don't know why you would believe that!" Jeongin said tearing up. "It's ok Lix, don't worry about what he was saying wasn't true." Han said. I guess he's right.

"I'm sorry! I was making myself throw up so I would lose weight." I admitted sobbing.

Seungmin started crying, "You could've just come to us. We would've helped you! You don't have to hurt yourself like that!" He cried pulling me into a hug. That made me feel slightly better. 

One by one all my members piled onto me, engulfing me into a hug.

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