Straykids Sickfics and Onshots

Panic in the building-Han

Tw

Panic attacks

fainting

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I.N POV

We we're at an event which was very crowded and had most basically all the kpop groups there and they were performing.

Han was acting really weird the whole time. Was he nervous or something? He's done this like a billion times but it was never this much people.

Han POV

Of course I didn't show it to my members but I was terrified. We're performing in front of a bunch of groups and I've never done that with this many people.

What will they all think? What if our music isn't good enough for them. I'm so worried right now. But I won't show it. My members will think I'm being some kind of baby.

Suddenly I started breathing really fast. Really really fast. I'm sure Changbin noticed because he asked, "Are you ok Han-ah?" I nodded and swallowed before saying, "Yeah. I'm fine."

I hated lying to my hyungs but I really didn't want them to know. I started spiraling into deep panic and it was getting harder and harder to breathe. Then the announcer shouted, "Next up Case 143 by Stray kids!!!"

Just at those words I knew I was having a panic attack. I started to feel dizzy and I clenched my chest. "Jisung are you ok?!" I.N. yelled as we were going up on the stage. He didn't even wait for a response before he called Chan and Minho.

Bangchan rushed to me catching me before my legs completely gave out and I collapsed in his arms. Everything turned black and the last thing I saw was my members worried faces.

***Time Skip***

When I woke up all I saw was white. Was I dead? Pretty soon I adjusted to the light and realized I was in a hospital bed all alone. I immediately began breathing hard. Did I really just pass out before I got on stage!? This is so embarrassing.

Tears started to form in my eyes. Why couldn't I just handle myself? Why did I have to have a panic attack today?

And suddenly my emotions got ahead of me because I began to cry. Then all my members came into the room. "Han why are you crying???" Felix asked. I wanted to answer him but I just didn't. I just kept crying.

Soon I.N engulfed me in a huge hug. So did the rest of the members. "It's okay sometimes we all have off days." Chan said.

Off days? Maybe he's right, but fainting in front of a bunch of people including other idols seemed like more than an off day.

"D-did you guys still perform? Without me?" I asked. Seungmin shook his head, "Of course we didn't! As soon as you fainted we rushed to the hospital." I smiled, "Thank you."

"But stays and idols are probably wondering what happened. I mean, nothing like that has ever happened before." Changbin remarked. I'm sure he didn't mean to but that made me cry again.

I saw Minho flick Changbin in the back. Changbin winced and said,"Sorry Hannie, I'm sure it wasn't a big deal. Not many people noticed." Everyone laughed at Changbin. I guess Changbin's right, even if it was a little forced.

The end, I hoped you like my story! As we probably all know, Chan's birthday is coming up October 3rd! He's turning 27!❤️ Anyways, requests are still open so if you have any ideas for me then please tell me. Thx for reading! Bye!