Straykids Sickfics\Hurtfics

Bangchan-Bad days

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Overworking 

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Chan POV

Why did things always have to be this hard? I try my best all the time but its never enough.

Chan your dancing sucks

Are you even trying?

Bangchan leave stray kids

I always struggle to ignore these comments but they keep popping up. Every where I go it seems I hear the same words. Am I really that bad? 

"Hyung. Chan. Bangchan!" Someone calls. "Huh? What did you say?" I asked confused, earning a few chuckles from my members. "I said, do you want to end practice?" Minho repeats. End practice? No way. "Hyung we should end, we've been practicing for like 3 hours." Hyunjin whines.

I want to give in but I have to keep practicing until I'm perfect. "Yeah, you seem really tired hyung..." Changbin agrees. "No- 6 more times." I say breathlessly. Minho gives me a stern look. I sigh, "Look, I'll meet you guys after. I really need to get this turn right." I said. 

Felix looks at me with sad eyes. "It'll only take like an hour. I promise." I say. All the boys reluctantly agree and start to pack up their things. "I better see you in an hour hyung." Seungmin says. I nod and they all start leaving.

Minho POV

I don't feel good leaving Chan by himself to practice. But I trust him to be back soon.

An hour passes by and no sign of Chan. He didn't even text. I start to call him but the call immediately goes to voicemail. An uneasy feeling starts to rise in my chest. "Uhh hyung where's Chan wasn't he suppose to be here a while ago?" Han asks worriedly.

"Yeah he should be here soon." I reply mostly trying to convince myself it's true. 

Another hour passes by and no sign of Chan. That's it. "You guys I'm headed to the studio for Chan!" I announce getting in the car. "I'm coming with you." Jeongin says. He didn't wait for an answer as he hopped in the passenger seat. 

We drove to the dance studio and rushed to the studio Chan was practicing in. Sure enough, there was Chan, lying on the floor, eyes closed. Me and Jeongin rushed to him. I checked his pulse right away. Thankfully I felt his pulse and he was still breathing.

Jeongin stood there horrified as tears went down his face. "Hey Innie, he's ok. Channie just overworked himself he'll be alright." I assure Jeongin. I carried Chan in my arms bridal style and took him in the car.

As soon as we arrived in the dorms all the other members surrounded us with concern evident in their eyes. I lie Chan down on the couch and Changbin fans him. Soon Chan slowly starts to regain conscious. When he wakes up he face palms himself, "I'm so sorry guys I didn't mean to stay so long." He says guilty.

"Chan I know you're sorry but you have to take better care of yourself - you know that." I say. Chan starts to cry. "I'm sorry, I just feel like I'm not doing good enough. I see comments all the time saying i need to try harder." He cries. "Bangchan there are always going to be people like that. They're jealous, and have nothing to do in their lives." Changbin says. 

Chan nodds agreeing with Changbin. "Please don't ever try that again hyung, I as really worried." Jeongin says, starting to cry again. "I promise I won't." Chan replied smiling.