So Straykids we're at their dorms. Han, Seungmin and Minho we're in the JYP building working on their dancing. Felix and Hyunjin were in their room watching TV. And Chan and Changbin we're talking about their new songs. Jeongin was just sitting there on his phone while his hyungs talked.
JeonginPOV
So Changbin and Chan were discussing our new songs. It's always something like this, my hyungs are talking and I'm never included. It's been going on for a while now and I'm so frustrated.
"Hey, Innie, your pretty quiet are you okay?" Chan asks directing his attention to me. Finally! "Yes I'm fine hyung." I replied. And almost immediately him and Changbin are back to their conversation.
My blood boils with anger and I can't hold it in anymore. "Why does it always have to be this way?!" I yell standing up. Changbin and Chan stand up along with me and Changbin asks seriously, "What does that mean?" My face starts to heat up and my breathing becomes faster. "Everyone is always ignoring me!" I shout again. I can feel myself trembling and my nose running. "Jeongin your being ridculous. No one ignores you." Chan says sighing.
He obviously doesn't think this is a big deal. "Name an example." Changbin orders. I puff out a deep breath and swallow a lump in my throat, "I guess just now when you guys were talking about our new songs and you didn't bother to include me in." I sniff. "You could've just jumped in the conversation. That was your choice not to include yourself." Chan shot back. My vision becomes blurry.
I feel defeated. I'm making a huge deal out of this aren't I? I squeeze my eyes shut as tears run down my cheeks. I failed to prove my point verbally and now the emotions come in. I bite and hard on my lower lip to silence myself from sobs. Silence engulfed the room only broken by the sound of my whimpers.
I tried so hard to stop my tears but nothing seemed to work."I-I'm sorry." I choked on my words. The two of them exchanged sad glances as I dabbed at my eyes with tissues. "No we're sorry Jeongin. I'm looking over it now and I realized you're right. We've been treating you like a child but you're not. I just always thought of you as my little baby forever." Chan took a deep breath before continuing, "But you're not. We should be including you more and you deserve to have your opinions discussed as well." Changbin nodded in agreement.
"Thank you hyungs. Thank you for understanding." I said smiling. Changbin wiped my remaining tears and said, "It's no problem. Thank you for sharing this with us. But just know that you're always gonna be my maknae." "Of course I will." I assured him. Changbin pulled me in a hug and Chan joined the hug as well.
Thanks to everyone who's reading. Byeeeee❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
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