HIS HOME - a saga of love

chapter 18

He went to closet I still stand there. What happened with me? I should pushed him away from me but no I didn't object his action. Like this he thought that I am ready to become his but no I'm not.

I have to tell everything about me then he himself distance from me. Yes right I need to show him my dark past or I can just ignore his presence or him. I need to distance me from him.

I settled on bed and switched on my phone again missed call from my friends even from Naksh and from my work  place. Just wait for tomorrow then i will told you everything.

Did  Naksh listen to me? Did he understand in what circumstances I marry Mr Avinash?

What if he misconcept this marriage? I don't want that because of me he hate love..

He is a good person even I doesn't deserve him. And about Mr Rathore I don't deserve him too.

I find a book on my night stand and took it started to read so I divert my mind. I engrossed in my novel then the door of closet open Mr Rathore appear wearing a black trouser and black vest.
His perfect body again distract me. His messy wet hair looked so good and his brown eyes shines like the king of jungle ready to hunt. His perfect biceps hopes to feel like a good pillow.....

God Aarushi stupid shut your damn thinking. You are litterly drooling over him. What you decide some moments ago you have to distance herself from him not to staring on him.

He look at me and gave me a smile and it's perfect he looks good when he smile.  I reciprocate smile and he came towards bed took my ointment and sit front of me on bed.

"Give me your hand" he said forwarding his hand

I looked at him confusing then I looked at that ointment.

"I will apply this" i said and took that from his hands and start applying on my wrist. He sat there looking at me. When I finished with my work he took that back and went to his couch after wishing me

"Good night Mrs Rathore"

"Good night Mr Rathore"

Wow Mrs Rathore sounds so perfect. Aarushi Avinash Singh Rathore....when he said that my name with his name there are gitery feelings in my stomach.

But why he chose me? Like everyone said that papa and maa show my picture to him and after some days he agree to marry me but why? We didn't meet once or even saw eachother. Did he really marry me just because he wanted to defeat tushar bhai in his own game or because papa told him to do...

We can saw each other through the glass wall. He took his laptop do his work and then after some minutes he switched off his side of lights and lay down on couch. On the other side me struggling to sleep. I read my novel till
midnight.

After came here I'm on meds so sleeping is not that big deal but I'm afraid what if I had some that nightmares or my some past episodes then what I told him. I know I tell him now or later but not that soon. I am not ready yet. Moreover I didn't take any medicine today because I  didn't feel any need my injuries are healing so here I like like a owl.

I woke up at my usual time early even I didn't have any work here like house chores which I do back in my house. So every morning I spent with Maa Papa and dadu we talk and share some coffee sips. I look at couch but it empty so Mr Rathore went to his gym. Such a gym freak person. Never mind until he back I have more sufficient time to get ready and went downstairs so I avoid to talk to him.

I done with my morning routine took a shower and wear a white suit which is old. I thought to find my clothes after shower so here I'm in closet with my suitcase scattered all my clothes around me because I  find matching blouse with my saree but I can't find it.