HIS HOME - a saga of love

chapter 22

"Yes" I said to them but confused by saw their surprised face

"Then why don't you at last night party of them" Rohan inquiring

"I was...we just didn't public our relation" I said remembering our conversation about this

"Did you meet Naksh??" I asked them. I wanted to meet him tell him everything I didn't feel good.

They gave me a apologetic look and looked eachother. I became more anxious

"He asked about you everyday."

"Even he went to your house but it was locked"

"He is very tense after you go"

They tell me everything I'm in fault. Why I break his trust his heart why? I'm so bad...

I am at verge of crying when the door burst open and our eyes turned there. Naksh was there he heavily taking his breath eyes red messed hairs. His hand slip from door knob our eyes met. He is shocked looking at me with open mouth trying trying to say something but no words came out of our mouth.

I felt a hand on my shoulder there are my friends

"You talk we are outside" Palak said and they three went from there. We both looked at each other with guilty eyes. He take slow step to me trying to figure whole situation.

"Aarushi" He said but it's more like a whisper

"I'm sorry" I said that's the only words I can say to him. He looked at me for good minutes and asked

"How all this happen"? A lone tear escape from his eyes. Seeing this my emotions bridge collapse and I start to cry.

That's the most terrific question that I need to answer him. If it had some other  day or situation I told him half truth didn't told him about my family part but now I want to him  dislike me even if I had to told him my family part.

"Its an arrange marriage from his side.  And I have no other options besides to marry him because of my brother.........."
I told him all but not everything I hide how my bhaiya and bhabhi hit me and try to burn me. But I told him how Mr Rathore and all them care for me.

"Aarushi it's a clearly forced marriage.....how and why you live with him???" He asked in frustration running his hands through his hairs 

"Naksh please listen to me" I said trying to control my tears

"Aarushi I waited for you.......doesn't we come together....please" he is pleading

I remembered my conversation with Mr Rathore this morning in car. He never let me go but did I want to go.....I don't know.....i hurt everyone near me

"Naksh please listen.......I know we like each other but it didn't written in our destiny to be together......we have different parts.....and we apart before we hurt each other more.....Naksh that feelings was pure but please we have to lock those feelings in a box and hide somewhere in our heart"

"But why us....."

"I even don't know"

We looked eachother say all our feelings through eyes. We don't want to hurt eachother yet we both feel guilty.

"Did your husband take care of you? If not then I definitely break his nose" he said making me chuckled

"Yes he take care for me alot. More than himself"

"Obviously he do...he get a gem without doing anything"

We both laughed on this. He always praised me no matter what.