Six
I almost said sex
Christ, I have issues.
I feel as if you all should know why I was gone and stopped updating so.....
(I talked about this on my story board)
The reason I've been gone is because my life sort of went down hill, I've sunken in a hole so deep I can't (or don't know how to) get out of it.
While I was gone I had several break downs, panic attacks, anxiety attacks, ect.
Much like my story, ~Voices~, I see hallucinations and I hear voices and they all got much much worse. Being away helped a little but I decided the small percentage was nothing compared to leaving you beauties.
I'm suicidal, I tried but it didn't work so I'm still here.
I'll try to update as soon as possible but they don't shut up so its hard to concentrate and I apologize greatly.
Much loves, stay strong with me,
Rodney.
Enjoy ;)
•Andys pov•
What I did to Ashes was terrible, he didn't deserve that.
I heard sniffles coming from Ashley, he had his face planted into my chest, his arms cuddled up against his own chest. My arms were firmly strapped over his waist.
Ashes is perfect, I can't believe I did that. I know I like him... But I'm not ready to love him. He wouldn't do such a thing like Juliet, but that woman ruined my whole point of view on love.
I'm not sure how to trust love now. But hopefully Ashy will help me through that.
Ashley stirred and slipped from my grip, sitting fully up rubbing his tear stained eyes and cheeks.
My view of him was adorable, and perfect.
He let out a small yawn and mew which made me melt inside.
"Christ Ashes..." I accidentally blurted out.
He turned to me confused, his bed head made him even more adorable, and to be honest sexy.
"What?"
"You have no idea what you do to me." I whined.
He giggled and flopped on his back.
He yawned sweetly and cuddled into the pillow, smirking through his fake innocent smile,
I know hes trying to be adorable. And for fucks sake its working!
"Asshhhhhhhh..." I whined, staring into his devilish eyes.
"What did I do?" He smirked.
I "angrily" pulled his hand and lifted him up and back down so he was on his back. His eyes wide in shock, I smirked at his reaction and pinned him down to our bed, kissing him deeply with lust.
He moaned into the kiss when I moved my hand to his inner thigh.
Just before I could reach his lower region I heard a awkward cough signaling someone was here.
CC and Jazzy stood in the door way staring at us, clearly amused. Jinxx and Jake looked entirely uncofterable with what they had before us.
Ashley nearly jumped two feet in the air, throwing me off him. I rolled off the bed and onto the floor dragging the blankets with me.
I heard the door close, indicating they left. I got up and got dressed with Ashley, few make out sessions here and there when we caught ourselves staring at each other. We walked downstairs and greeted our friends, they made us coffee and Ashes and I sat on the couch.
