I'm getting a bunch of death threats and people keep telling me to commit Scuicide.
But don't worry, as long as I have my music (BVB) to block out you assholes I'll be alright.
Actually that's a trick I've gotten a habbit of, whenever I want to hurt myself or die I blast my music and lock myself in my room or go on a nice long walk. It help my nerves calm and soon I no longer have the desire to commit.
I stick to Devil in the Mirror a lot when I feel like this because eit just gives me a good feeling. So idk, I just really like it.
Whenever your feeling like that;
you should try it,
I love you.
Crown of Thorns and Devil in The Mirror are my top 2 songs
I'm on vacation but what the hell, here's an update:
•Andys pov•
Ash and I cuddled on the bed listening to little Riley sleep softly.
We decided to name her Riley, it fit her well and I agreed with Ash when this name was brought up.
She was so amazing. I can't believe this is Ash and I' baby.
She's so beautiful.
×One year later×
×Rileys birthday×
Riley ran around screaming and playing with her friends, Jinxx, Jake, cc, Jazzy, Ashley and I all sat around watching.
"I know this is cliché, but she's really growing up fast. I can't believe it." Ash held my hand while speaking with Jake.
"Yeah, I guess so man."
"Hey Jazzy, how's your baby coming along?" I ask
Did I forget to mention CC got her pregnant? Oh... Well, two months in.
"Great. It's a pain though."
Ashs face cringed and agreed with her.
"It sucks and a huge pain, but its totally worth it." Ash smiled at her. I silently awwed and kissed his cheek.
His face heated, we've stayed together for so long yet he never seems to loose that spark with me. He's never once gone a day without blushing due to something I say or do, its amazing, I admire myself actually.
That sounds kinda selfish fr something but I admire the both of us together, still strong. I love him more than anything, cliché; he's my world.
Once the whole party was over we were all tired. Everyone ended up going home, I took Riley and got her ready for bed and Ash went out like a lightbulb.
He's sorta the 'motherly' figure, which of course I don't mind at all. Ash really is a great parent, I wouldn't want it any other way. Our lives have been pretty much perfect and Riley has even begun listening to our music.
Everything is just how I like. Nothings in the way.
No issues.
Nothing.
Just....
Perfection
And again: I wouldn't have it any other way.
Sorry this is really short, a lot coming up and the book is ending soon lol, don't be mad!
I'm also sorry this is all escalating really really quickly. I'm trying to get this finished and to the point so I can continue with ~Voices~ON HOLD so please don't be mad, love ya
