Camp Hope

chapter 7

okay yall as always if you know me irl pretend you dont, imma put a little spice in this one but its not full-blown smut im not going to write that for little while lol enjoy -xoxo author

"jasper i-" i get cut off by a soft lush pair of lips grazing mine. i feel like my heart is going to explode my eyes widen for a moment before they flutter shut and i melt into it slowly working my lips against his own. i feel his tongue rest on my bottom lip wanting entrance, and i part my lips letting his tongue explore my mouth.

he lets out a breathy sigh as i reach my hands up to tangle into his hair tugging softly. "Holy crap" i mutter to myself when our lips break apart for some air. I'm panting slightly and my cheeks are flushed beyond belief "i- should not have done that" he managed to stutter out before he ran away to the cabin leaving me sitting at the lake feeling like i did something wrong. "what was that for?" i ask myself feeling upset that he just ran away, i try not to cry as i make my way back into the cabin.

i flop down on my bed not saying a word after about twenty minutes i feel someone sneak under the covers with me not doing anything just laying with me offering silent comfort i turn around to see a guilty looking teary-eyed jasper "im sorry for running" he whispers his voice cracking slightly and i sigh "im not mad at you for running just confused, but why did you kiss me" i whisper back he looks at my lips for a brief second and then my eyes again.

 "i don't know it just felt right, and i was fully preparing myself to get slapped the second i did it, im so so sorry i should have asked first instead of just doing it-" i lean in and press out lips together cutting him off. "it's okay i don't mind" i say once we pull away from each other and both of us flush as we hear laughs and giggles from our cabin mates.

"well thats one way to come out of the closet" he laughs making me roll my eyes and turn around with a playful huff. without moving from his spot on my bed he covers the both of us up further and gets closer to me and all of a sudden i feel arm around me snuggling close. i feel trapped and i feel panic trying to consume me 

"Jasper l-let go" i manage to get out behind my fast breathing, i try to remove myself from his grip, confused on why I'm freaking out when i really care about him and i really like him. "shhh you're okay, breathe it's just me i won't hurt you shh calm down ollie" jasper whispers in my ear gently rubbing my side to calm me and i eventually relax and calm down.

"I'm sorry" i say after I'm calm, scooting back into the warmth of his body wanting the silent reassurance that came with it. "Why are you sorry? it's a natural response i should have asked before touching you and I'm sorry for not doing so, you should never apologize for something that you can't control." i look at him relieved and i hide my face in his chest "thank you" i mutter the sound muffled by the cloth seperating my face from his chest.

okay y'all im sorry i haven't updated in 8 years I've been really really busy and life just kind of sucking right now and i know this chapters a little short but im trying. hope you enjoyed -xoxo the author