When the feelings sink in and it's no longer cloud nine but driving the getaway car. When you breathe your first thought is them. Willing to throw away what life you have left for them. When you 'no' is never considered. How could have I said no to you? Wrapped around your finger is one thing, for you, I'm attached unless you caught me off. God forbid you cut me off. Willing to learn to walk on water and drown in twenty seven years of dread. To die in a heart beat for you, and I'm not even a kid anymore. Overdosing on just the thought of missing your touch, what else could you want from me? I gave you everything and more and all I got was a postcard. The smell of you lingers in the air as I hold the ocean waves between my fingers, before meeting them along with the crashing and coral rocks. Why burn bridges when you can jump? Head buried in guilt and regret, lifeless along the shore, waiting to be swept away and blowing in the wind. Tell me when you get this, I wouldn't want you to miss the funeral.
Sincerely yours,
The ghost of your future mistakes
written 8/9/24
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