From A Place Called HATRED - A Murder Drones and Co fanfic

63 - Sob Story

Uzi-"N! no! N WAKE UP! DONT LET THE BEAST CONSUME YOU! N-"

loud sounds of breaking, splatters and glass shattering, very loud, could be heard from the depths of hell

N-"And this is what happened to my Uzi. i ended up killing her...something i vowed to my soul to never do, so i left, knowing that i had killed everything left on copper 9, i could not exile myself, so i devoted to learn engineering and physics to rebuild my spaceship from scratch, wich i did, but at the cost of losing my sanity due to this girl that keeps talking about my suffering and the shape that my heart wants."

L-"I...heard about that woman quite alot...from lumine..."

Yaemi-"Supposedly the voice of a ex lobotomy corporation head that killed themselves in a bathtub by doing self harm"

L-"Is...that why theres a bathtub full of...blood back there? when we'...went to save uzi...i saw many creatures...the birds... a bathtub full of blood with hands... a blue heart with legs...many...legs..."

Lumine-"...Carmen's inside your head huh."

N-"You know her?"

Lumine-"She knows me well, she's the reason i spent most of my life in my corroded form."

N-"how...what heart did your shape want to lock you so bad?"

Lumine-"it wanted to be everything, significant, helpful, selfless..." tears began to run down Lumine's cheeks "my heart wanted to be something in contrast to my nothingness, in the end, like a distant dream, it never happened, i was pursuing a dream i kept destroying..."

N-"How bad does someone get from...this?"

Lumine-"even if i tried to explain it you wouldn't be able to understand it, you'd most likely crash trying to think about it."

N-"K...kay...got it."

L-"Wheres...wheres my uzi?"

Lumine-"Probably doing something important."

N-"So uh...you told me there were more of you?"

Lumine-"Hm....yeah nah... they're not going to be here anytime soon, im afraid by the time they get a gist of it, we'd all be dead anyway."

"Why dont you let me shape your heart? i can see it hurts whenever you hear the word Uzi."

N-"I'..dont feel so good..."

Lumine-"She's probably tormenting you about the fact you saw something you wished to keep. like uzi, you wish she was still alive."

N-"in the end, i killed her."