Words unsaid

Tell me a tale kasarachi

Tell me a tale as I close my eyes to sleep
I felt the pain like I re-lived the day
Like I re-experienced the quilt
Like I re-understood the meaning of fear
I felt it all alone silently
I knew it all along consciously...

Tell me a tale as I close my eyes kasarachi!
I saw too much but couldn't say a sentence
I read the entire book but.., but decided to settle for a paragraph
I saw the consequences of my actions
Like I was rewatching a horror movie scene
Like every single thing was scripted
Like I was merely an observer in my own reality
Restricted from contributing
I passed through it all quietly
I still remember it all vividly.