Unexpected Love.

Chapter 4: Mahal Kita.

Maricel's POV.

*Please Play Kiss The Rain by Yiruma.*

Andito ako ngayon, naka higa at ang magaling kong bestfriend nandun sa Music Room.

Naalala ko lang siya.. Ang hirap dahil pag gising mo sa umaga parang may dala kang ang bigat.. Na gusto mo ng pakawalan.

Na pag gising mo, siya agad maiisip mo. Minsan nga pati panaginip mo siya na eh.
Ang hirap..

Minsan.. Di mo nalang mamamalayan umiiyak kana pala.. Na para bang.. Wala ka ng luhang natira sa sobrang pagiyak..

Wala eh, un nalang magagawa mo. Umiyak.
Minsan naisipan ko maglaslas. Pero, anu naman maitutulong nun saaken. Dba?

May oras din na tinatanung mo sarili mo kung bat mo siya mahal? Kung bakit siya pa?

Flashback..

Uy Maricel!!! I Love Youuuu!!!
Then he grabbed my hands..

Haist..

Ansaket.. Mahal na mahal mong tao..

The person who changed you..

The person who you imagine to be with you through the downs..

And worse, the person you thought who would be with you forever..

Will just be your memory..
Will it just be my memory?

He's my first love, i can tell.

Not the first crush.
But Love itself.

"First Love never dies."

I think i do believe that..

All the butterflies in your stomach just died in one single moment. The moment he turned away from you. Every time you try to move on, memories are holding you back. Each and every day is a endless nightmare. You saw him holding hands with someone else like the way you used to do. Pain has just started to spread and your eyes tried to hold the tears. He smiles the sweetest but not at you and things started to lingers in the corner of your mind. It was you before and it's now her. The couch where you used to sit together is so cruel, right? It reminds you how happy you were while talking about the unforgettable moments you've shared. What ifs and if only are running through your head and you think it's your entire fault and you just can't forgive yourself for losing him.

Then i saw Loisa on the door.

"Oh, kanina ka pa ba diyan?"

"Hindi kakapasok ko lang, umiiyak ka nanaman.. Alam mo Maricel, think of it like.. He doesn't deserve your tears. That he's not a loss. I cannot stand seeing you that way.. Crying..
You're the one who told me that you're strong. You won't cry. You Promised me that before we entered this School. But, look at you. You're Weak. Please be strong for me Maricel... Kahit para saaken lang.. Kasi kahit ako naapektuhan sayo.. I'm hating my self na because i don't know how to make you smile. Umiiyak narin si Loisa.

"Sorry Loisa, I'm *huk* So * huk* Sorry.." - Maricel.