Why...?
Lately, I've laid awake not knowing what to do
I've gotten my answers
But I still lay in my bed at night with tears in my eyes
Why? Why did you do what you did?
But I already know those answers right?
You thought I wanted it...
But that makes what you did my fault
Ok well we were just kids
No, we were 15 and 16
And you're not wrong I did become vague about when I wanted it
Only because I felt I could no longer say no
But that makes what I did your fault
So maybe this was all my fault...maybe you did what you did because I was showing too much skin...
Was the cleavage I showed too much?
Was I too sexy or something???
Why?! Just why?! I wanna know why...
You didn't mean to you said...
And I want that to be the answer but...how could you not mean to rape someone?
How could you not mean to force me??
How?? Why?? I'm not getting answers and it's killing me
I can't stop crying...I just want to know why
I JUST WANT CLOSURE GOD DAMN IT!!
Why do I still love you when you did this to me??
Just why???
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Poetry for feelings
PoetryThese are some poems I wrote about feelings I've had/have and certain things that go on in my life that I share with not only family and friends but with the world.
