Dark Love

chapter 14

Jungkook's pov:
I read him like a book sleeping all over me with slightly open mouth drooling on my chest I slowly looked at him removing bangs from his forehead. I kissed his him it still felt like dream, it could break anytime I dread yo move. It made me laugh at myself mafia god Jeon Jungkook is afraid if anyone could heard it, he must laughed at me.

I slowly rubbed his back, he snuggled more in my arms he slowly opened his eyes to me I cooed at his Innocence. I thought he would jerk away from me but he remained same "will you ever let me go?" He asked
I felt terrible his question, stirred anger inside me but I have to understand him as well.

"No! I love you and that's the end" I told him firmly

"How could you love someone you don't know?" He asked
Why his questions are difficult? Why he have yo do this?

"I can give you anything, money, jewelry, property, even life of someone I only want your love in return" I told him

He sighed "well it's first time you are talking to me since you kidnapped me, at least I gave right to demand freedom, to see my family and my mother!" He negotiated

I smiled he is wise and know how to use words "I was three years old, when I saw a boy in my dream he never told me his name, but he become my companion, my guardian, my support my everything, later I started drawing him I used to spend my sorrow, my joy with him. No one ever liked me in school or college but he remain my constant support and that's you Namjoon!" I told him earnestly.

He sat up looking at me in confusion "how? Can you fall I love with imagination?" He asked I smiled at his logical question

"Just like mother used to love her unborn child, just like you love a fragrance without smelling it, just like you imagined your future without living it that's how I love you" I told him.

He furrowed his eyebrows I know this look he in dellima "do you love me only for my body?" He asked suddenly

"To be honest, I like having sex with you it is only thing that help me to meet you when you were not here, feeling of connection through body to soul is everything, the height you reach during orgasm breaks all barriers of physical, mental, emotional and material world, I may sound philosophical and you must be thinking how someone like me could talk like this, but remember Namjoon that life is different for all of us. We all have our own burdens to bear, some have light some heavy. I may look insane, physco to you but trust me you are only thing I ever wished for you. I can burn this would for you, I can burn myself for you I only want you, I want you to understand me I am difficult to handle but not impossible and only you, you can handle me physically, emotionally and mentally" I opened my heart to him I never had normal conversation with anyone else ever I accept me and my hyungs are not common person we gave dangerous kinks, but that's how we like to satisfy the beast inside us. But all beasts can be tamed you only have to know how.

I look at him he looked down fidgeting bed sheet.

Namjoon pov,:
I thought he will strike me, or shout at me I asked him everything and he answered everything it felt so domestic like we are married for years.

He looked at my naked body but there was no lust it hold shine, I stared back I didn't felt shy or embarrassed even though I was wearing nothing. He looked at my chest he flicked nipple chains
"They look really good on you, would you like me to have piercing of your choice on any part of body?" He asked me suddenly it brought me back out of my thoughts.

"No, why would I?" I asked him he pouted god I am looking at him now he is younger than me and looked like cute bunny his messy hair creating innocent aura around him. I gulped hard what I am thinking?