Dark Love

chapter 18

Namjoon was in his room waiting for Jungkook the new revelations are still ringing in his ears. Is he really so dangerous but he act differently with him, he is questioning his feelings for him. Moreover, his brothers were also fine, is Stockholm syndrome effecting them.

But he love Seokjin, his first love he is with him for last eight years, although he is elder then him yet he like, no no he love him. But Jungkook made him careless, limitless and bold. When he is with Seokjin he has to act like perfect partner, it is his responsibility to make him happy, act modestly, neutral and grounded.

But with Jungkook he has no care, he can be whatever he want to, shy, sweet, angry, seductive, sexy, shameless anything and he loved all of him. Did Seokjin really forgot him? Honestly he didn't think much about Seokjin and but he should shouldn't he? He asked himself.

He put his brothers to bed, Taehyung also changed in night gown it was all lacy, he knew since childhood Tae is soft and more gentle he love these kind of fine things but never able to afford.

He saw Jimin free of his responsibilities and sorrow letting his inner child creat chaos and loving it. He wanted to know more about Jungkook, his likes and dislikes why a shy boy like him become this he knew it because he spent so much intimate moment with him. He let him do anything and the way he shy around him.

Finally, he was tired waiting for he slept on couch near window opened his eyes at dawn to see shirtless Jungkook drawing him on his Notebook he saw him like this he looks so handsome, hair strands falling on his forehead from bun.

"When you came?" He Asked him Jungkook smile with pencil in his teeth.
"When you were looking like perfect art piece sleeping on couch" he told him Namjoon smiled.

"Why you love me so much?" Namjoon asked laying in same position.
"Why do you love me Namjoon?" He Asked in return.

"I am not sure if I love you or not but I do like spending time with you, you make me feel happy, protective and careless, if it is love then yes I love you" Namjoon told him sincerely of course he is in dellima.

Jungkook put notebook side keeping his elbows on his knees "I don't care I don't love you to get your love back, the only thing I know is I love you and my love is enough for both of us, I accept my ways are different maybe violent and you may hate them, but it is who I am, tell me what do you think about love, how would you ever love, would you like to share them or more specifically how do you love Seokjin!" He seethed last part.

Namjoon turned on his stomach keeping his chin to rest on support of couch. He contemplated for a while.
"I would become black hole, keeping my lover inside me not even letting his ray of light for others, and for Seokjin I accept I like him after all he was my fiance but I never felt possessive towards him, he was my escape from this shitty life and support that I'll always be thankful to him for.

Now that I think, it was never love I was keeping myself for him that I'll live him future, but you there you are mine, what happened in past I'll ignore it, but from now on I learned that I can be jealous, protective, possessive and obsessive Jeon Jungkook!" Namjoon told him sitting on couch, walking to him.

He opened his silk gown he put his foot on chest Jungkook moaned at sudden impact "so if you are asking me to be more specific then yes I think I love you, the things I felt in these four months with you are love then yes I love you my rabbit!" Namjoon told him looking deep in his eyes.

Jungkook traced skin of his leg kissing it giving licks he put it on floor he sucked inner skin of thighs "I love you Namjoon, I loved you when I didn't know the word love, you are my salvation only thing that make me human is you, I love more than anything ever today you make me complete" he told him on his knees.