Feelings are the invisible threads that weave through every moment of our lives, shaping how we perceive the world and ourselves. They can be as simple as a fleeting smile sparked by joy, or as complex as the storm of jealousy and guilt that simmers...
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Gym
I have so much pent up...I have never felt this pent up of energy, the oxytocin. I was...man.
"Are you okay?" Matt asked me, as I was doing pull ups.
"I am great," I said.
"You sure, friend? You thumping out those pullups like your life is on the line," he said laughing.
I jumped down, putting my hands on my hips, out of breath. "Man, you know the past like week, week or whatever, I don't know..." I was trying to catch my breath. "I have this extra energy, trying to burn it out and release and shit."
"Yeah you've been cursing all week at work, I thought something else was happening. I'm like Alex, don't really curse like that," he said.
"I know, I even tried like masturbating and everything, swimming, the no gravity tank, running with Tiger and Lion at the park, nothing is working.
"Cause cuh, you need to bust a nut," Kenji said.
"Well, Kenji has a point," Matt said.
"How you doing baby?" Kenji said to some woman that walked by us, Kenji just had to have his shirt off. Big tall buff ass, he look like he just got out of prison. Tattoo's all over his body and his damn face.
Kenji is crazy as hell, been crazy since I was a kid.
"I didn't ask you," I pointed to Kenji, "and don't cosign his bullshit," I said to Matt as he laughed.
"Aye, it's only human, shit even animals get horny," he said.
"That's not it," I said walking over to the treadmills.
"Yes it is," they both said.
"Whatever," I replied.
I put my Samsung earbuds back in and turned my music back on via my Samsung watch, and started my thirty minute run.
I don't need to hear any of their bullshit.
NASA Ames
Today is the big day, our final testing day. All the higher ups were here. The heads of each department were here, and even some people were above us, in the view rooms watching us.
"Alright, let's go," I said clapping my hands.
"What's is wrong with you?" Courtney said walking up to me.
