Feelings are the invisible threads that weave through every moment of our lives, shaping how we perceive the world and ourselves. They can be as simple as a fleeting smile sparked by joy, or as complex as the storm of jealousy and guilt that simmers...
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Staffani Apartment
I don't know what I did wrong to make her leave when I was sleeping. What did I say? Or didn't say? Didn't do or did do?
I don't get what happened.
I was texting her trying to talk but I could tell she didn't really want to.
That's fine, I guess. I just atleast want to know what I did.
I came over here to see if she was home, but my knocks went unanswered.
I was heading down the hall when I see her and Avery and Skunk coming up the stairs.
"Yeah, maybe I will," she said laughing with Avery.
I mean I could see why women go after Avery. I don't know why Avery has an issue with me. We never talked in highschool and we went to different colleges.
"Oh, hey. What's up?" She asked me.
"Yeah, what's up?" Avery said.
"I had wanted to...nothing. you just had forgot this." I handed her her phone charger.
"Yeah, thanks." She said taking it as she unlocked her front door.
I just walked away. I knew it was too good to be true. She has already has sex with Avery anyways, they already have that connection.
It's okay, I'll be fine.
I'll find my person in due time.
Father's House
I didn't go to church with them today. I went to the gym with Kenji instead to release some stress. A lot on my mind for no reason.
"Cuh, you seem more into this session," Kenji said.
"Yeah, I..." it doesn't even make sense to talk about this woman.
I'm not ready for no relationship. Not with a woman like her.
"Yeah. I can't compete with women she's already had sex with. It doesn't matter, really. Who was I kidding to try and even go after someone."
"Compete? You don't have to compete, for fucking what sis?" He asked.
"Just like..I said...I told her like what if it's to early for a relationship or I wasn't ready to have sex yet. Then she was just ready to agree, and said it was fine she understands."
