vortex ² [poetry] ✓

xxvii. every year, winter takes over summer's corridors.

starfucker - finneas
“i loved you against my better judgement; in the evening, when you're leaving, your promises have lost their meaning.”

some salt shaker fell over and it turned my wounds to silver

a catchy tune that is your voice, it makes me feel like i'm a killer

picture every look into the mirror as gin tonic and i'm bitter

you're face isn't familiar and i'm hating every family dinner

i want to go back to my comfort corner, but the strangest tasts like glitter

i'm back home and it's much more agonizing than i'd figured

not that the ugly truth is something i would happily remember

because silver looks real shiny until you get close to all that winter

and my doorsteps have now bloomed with sweet betrayel of lavender

you showed me types of love that none of my friends could ever

but now it all fell down and all my confidence falls thinner

your roses burn into my heart, they seem to invent hope and glimmer

but every time that your cold scarrs me, the thorns go and make it deeper

i want to drive somewhere where all that pain gets unfamiliar

but still everywhere i go, the shadows draw my mind your figure

so i keep coming back to us and make you feel like you're the winner

coldness creaps inside the summer and it makes the colors shiver

kill my mind and kill my garden but as long as you cry rivers

i will take all of your pain and keep it safe on my own shoulders

just for you to borrow my space and wear it out it until it's liquor