School Life of a Bisexual Harem

Chapter Five- Be The New Way Or Be Your Old Way

When someone slaps Kenzo head while Kenzo turns around to see the Student Council President Rosa that it is  a girl who has blonde hair and ruby eyes and looks formal in her school uniform but she looks lively and gorgeous. Rosa who is not happy towards Kenzo touching Mimi body without her permission that Rosa begin to speak. "Kenzo does not treat girls like sweet nice Mimi like that. Or I will have to send you to dentition for it. Am I cleared?" Kenzo who understand that going to dentition would make others avoid him since he would be a troublemaker even though he doesn't care what other people think even though he does care much before that he knows that going to dentition would alert his parents of why he went to dentition for what he did that he doesn't want that happen that he sighs while feeling depressed. He then stop touching Mimi body while listening to the Student Council President Rosa words. He knows that Student Council President Rosa could be serious at times since she is doing her duty as a Student Council President she is but she could be fun and lively at the same time. Which makes her unique and different from the serious girls like the Student Council Vice-President Kiara who is always serious and super strict. Which Kenzo doesn't like that much and doesn't really get along with her since she is quite super strict and always bossy. But since it Rosa who is always cheerful, little bit strict but still nice and sometimes could be serious at times but could be fun at others times that Kenzo honestly like Rosa more plus Rosa is quite beautiful as well. Kenzo still not happy with Mimi rejection which leads Mimi left while shyly leaving the school rooftop that she wonders if she should tell her friends about it or not but still feel disappointed in Kenzo that she would be generous to keep it to herself that she went back to her close friends. When Rosa lecture Kenzo about what Kenzo did wrong that Kenzo listens to Rosa while still feeling depressed though. Rosa notice Kenzo is depressed that Rosa sit on the bench while letting Kenzo sit next to her. Rosa begins to speak, while being lively and cheerful, "Is there something wrong?" Rosa said while looking at Kenzo. Kenzo sits next to Rosa while being honest about his feelings. "It just that the reason why I did that was because I love Mimi. She is my first crush and special girl I like since I was young. So I always had a crush on her and admired her a lot. But when I feel confident enough to tell her about my feelings, I just feel like everything goes down on the drain. Like if she wouldn't be there by my side I feel like there no else like her in my world." Kenzo said while feeling depressed about it. When Rosa understands it was just one sided crush that Kenzo has feelings for Mimi that Rosa begins to say, "I know that hurts a lot. When someone you like for a long time and they ended up rejecting you for some different reason even though Mimi would definitely have a good reason for it. It still hurts. I understand that. But you just have to move on with that rejection. I know it hurts but sometimes part of life to grown and learn. Like an experience. That why it hurts because that maybe your first rejection you have experienced in your life. But you can't do what you do. That not way you should do that. It would hurt Mimi feelings more when you tried to do what you just did to her. Don't you ever think about Mimi feelings than your own feelings? Since that part of love and relationship as well. To care about someone feelings and make them happy." Rosa said while trying to make Kenzo learn a lesson of an advice while Kenzo learns that Kenzo still feels depressed though but he knows Rosa has a point. Rosa notice how Kenzo still feels depressed that she begins to put her hair strand into her ear while speaking, "Let me tell you about my experience when I had a crush on someone. When I was young, I used to have a crush on my babysitter who always take care of me and show me affection even though he was not my parent, he was more someone I liked when I loved someone. He was my crush and he was quite attractive as well. He wasn't super attractive like he was a model or a bodybuilder but he was sweet and caring to me that I find him hot. So whenever I chatted with him and always hang out with him I never tell him about my feelings at all because I was scared of what he thinks of me. So I keep it a secret while enjoying hanging out with and have a great bond with each other. But through the years I have grow ever since a child that I become my teenage years that after special memories I had with him. I was feeling to go ask my crush out that I feel prepared and ready to tell him my feelings since I know him very well and I liked to be with him that whenever he babysits me since my parents were still old fashioned even though I was 16 at that time and he was 25 years old. Like he took care of me when I was like 4 years old since I needed a babysitter and he was probably 13 at that time. So he took care of me ever since I was young so I always loved him ever since when I was 12 since I was best friends with him for 9 years, so I had a crush on him ever since. So whenever he come by to my house to babysit me and since we had a great special bond together that I feel like this would be right time to ask him out even though I know I should waited I was 20 or 18 at least to ask him out but sometimes I just want to ask him now since it was right moment and I just feel like a special time right now since it be almost be Valentine's Day that I made a Heart Chocolate special for him while having a Valentine's card for him that when he finally approach me when we watched action movies and we enjoyed it while we laugh I just have to tell him so I did while giving him my treat with a lovely card. And do you want to know what he said?" Rosa said towards Kenzo who is listening to her story. Kenzo begins to say, "You are too old for me that I can't date you at all or I had a girlfriend that I can't date you at all?" Rosa chuckles while shaking her head. "That would be the correct answer but nope. He said I was a young sister to him that I was sister zoned than friend zoned. Since he thinks of me a sister in a sister way that he took care of me as a little sister so it was awkward when I asked him out. And when he know that I had a crush on him it made things more awkward so whenever he babysits me he always avoid me and just does his job as a babysitter but I know he rejected me that I learned along the ways it hurt a lot but you got to move on but I never wanted to see him anymore considering it got awkward between us. Mostly some would be friends but this was a big deal and important to me considering he was the first one I always loved so I had my parents fire him and I never saw him anymore. I still have a picture of him and me as memories but that all. Also my parents never hired a male babysitter since they know I had a crush on that guy so they only hired me a female babysitter who is in her 30's even though she is not strict and I am best friends with her since she is more social and nice even though it wasn't the same as my old babysitter that I loved so yeah that part of my story. And if you want to know I am rich and my parents are rich which why they are always busy because my dad is a famous singer while my mom is a famous actress but they are old fashioned but they are always busy all the time and they make sure I be good at everything so the public would adore me even though I am good at singing, horse riding, dancing, having A plus in my grades, good at studies and academics, and always have tutor in education I learned and taught, and etc. It was stressful for me to deal with but having my old babysitter who always make me less stressed and make me have more fun that made me learn how to survive through the struggles I had. Since my parents are strict and old fashioned and always expect me of everything that I had to live with their expectations and they expect me to be perfect like my cousin who is perfect in everything and has more accomplishments than me that I didn't care about that since my male cousin is probably just a jerk who want to be selfish and arrogant towards other people who are lesser than him that I just don't want to deal with that type of guy even if my parents always compare me to him. I still don't like him at all. So since my old babysitter got fired the only who keep me less stress is my new female babysitter Alice who is fun babysitter and more a best friend I have by my side even though I feel like we are sisters sometimes. But yeah so you are not one who is feeling depressed, and once we move on from the rejection we could find new people to date and they could love us back and love us truly who we are so don't always be depressed. There always a new fish in the sea you could find. And as long as you are not sensitive in dealing with rejection probably sometimes then date. But if you are then not date and go focus on yourself more and value yourself more. Don't be someone that expects you to be. Just be yourself even if the world is against you or your parents is against you. I still be myself even when my parents want me to be someone else that I focus on myself more and my favorite hobby that I like to do than my parents expectations of hobbies I must do that my favorite hobby is taking care of flowers that I love to take care since I am big fan of gardening and I always like to garden and plant different types of flowers I like to flower and take care of them. I know it not a rich or fancy or famous hobby that I do but I still love it and it is my passion that I love to do. And I do have knowledge about my flowers I have plant and there some flowers I haven't plant yet." Rosa said while explaining her hobbies while enjoying talking to someone even though sometimes she has a lot of friends to talk to but they care about the money and how famous she got from her parents that she knows they are just plastic friends to just collect/keep to make her look good. Her real true friends are her new babysitter and that about it. Considering her babysitter accept who she is and support her hobby that they are more best friends. That why she is happy to talk with someone new while giving them sometimes an advice to someone that they could learn from. Kenzo feels comforted in Rosa talk that he is not feeling depressed anymore that he understands Rosa points of view. Kenzo listens to Rosa while admiring her beauty that Kenzo enjoyed listening to her words and her hobbies while Kenzo knows that he has to move on from Mimi but it is kinda hard when it was his first special crush but he knows that he needs to move on. Hopefully he wonder if he should apologize of what he did to Mimi or just don't talk to each other anymore that he feel like not talking to each other is the best option since he would stop seeing her since he feel obsessed with her that he should cut her of his life since he thinks it is what best to be honest for him. Rosa notice how Kenzo is in a deep thought that Rosa feels happy to have a chat with him that Rosa gives Kenzo some time to think. Kenzo knows Rosa personal life and her favorite hobbies but Kenzo wonders if he should be same person before or be a new person which being a better version of himself. Kenzo begins to say "I am going to cut Mimi out of my life for good so I won't be obsessed with her at all but should I be the same of myself or be a better version of myself?" Rosa thinks about it that Rosa says, "You could be your same of yourself but as you grow and learn more experiences in growth you probably be different. It not being different or same. Think of this way, what kind of person you want to be? And what kind of person you want to be with? So you could be same or different but this is your choice of who you want to be that it is your choice and not where you're from. I maybe from a rich arrogant family but I chose to be not arrogant like my family is because that the way I am. That kinda of way of thinking you could think for yourself. And when you put yourself and your value first, then date someone who you like and love and see if that person you want to be with or if you feel different from that person that you just see  them as a friend or don't like at all. Instead of chasing it, put an effort in when they put an effort in. And see that fits you so stop pleasing others and just please yourself while living healthy life and a healthy relationship as well. But that's for you to decide." Rosa says while she gives it a thought while Kenzo listen to her words more. So Kenzo realize he is changing himself to be someone he is not that he doesn't like to be someone else that is toxic. He likes to be someone people could rely to, people who likes that he is keep thinking. While he still wants to be fun and confident as well even though he doesn't like to be shy at all. And he doesn't know how to be confident that he probably using the Fairy magical dust but he doesn't want to be bold since being bold is being pushy even though it has good ups it has its own downsides and it could hurt people when he is being bold to them like example Mimi. Even though he knows be less responsible means being lazy and don't do anything at all but he doesn't like to run five laps or be a troublemaker that got sent to dentition while getting their parents alerted that being more responsible on things is probably more his style and plus it helps taking care of people he could love as well. So he likes being responsible even though it sounds boring it is at least worth it and less being bold which make him not be pushy to people personal life but at least it better that way. So being responsible, curious but not pushy that he likes to keep that same of himself. And only the only thing he likes is being confident than shy because he could meet new people, and talk to people that one thing he likes to change himself. He hopes he could talk to fairy but he needs to wait until it is night time for that to happen. So there is no better version of himself but just being himself he wants to be. Whether it better or not, he still wants to be himself is what he wants to be, not someone else that be toxic or fake better version of himself. So Kenzo begins to say, "Thanks for giving me an advice. If it weren't for you who stepped in, I would regret the things I would have done that I would did. So thank you for your help." Rosa listen to Kenzo words while Rosa feelings happy about it. "That how I always do as a Student Council President and someone who could cheer up on someone else who needs it." Rosa says while hearing the school bell ring that Rosa need to go now since she be busy on her duties that she waves goodbye to Kenzo that she knows that if Kenzo needs her it could be lunch time in the rooftop or just go to Student Council room since she would let him in. Kenzo wave goodbye to her while still admiring her beauty that he started to like her that he finds people to be interesting especially in his school where he could learn growth and lessons he could learn in his experience. When the school bells rings, it was class time that he walks to his class and enter it while going to sit on his seat while noticing how Mimi talks to her close friends while Mimi make sure she avoids him. Kenzo sighs that he blew it up but it a lesson of experience to go find a fish he could find while try to not be obsessed or bold about it even though it was the Fairy magical dust though. He then keep thinking in deep thought while continue to admire Sakura his second crush he likes to admire while making sure to not blew it up this time.

To Be Continued On- Would Kenzo not blew this up anymore or will he while he start new.