Imperfectly yours

chapter - 3

when dev called aryansh he snapped out from srinika's thought . he realised soon that he has stopped the car in middle of the road.

An pang of emotions and feelings heavy on aryansh. He gritted his teeth and hit the dash board with his fist .His muscle tighten with tension. He run hai  fingers over his hair .

Aryansh " Damn it , what the heck is happening to me "

" It's a sin for me  to feel anything . I was dead , and i don't want to be feel alive ".

"I'm the the emperor of darkness, consumed by dark , ruthlessness , blood shed , conflicts, danger . It's dangerous to even think about emotions".

" I was never meant to find light , I never allowed the light to fill my life ".

His phone is constantly ringing because his very close friend and bussiness partner dev singh chauhan is calling him constantly.

He took deep breaths and attend the call

Dev is speaking in tensed way  from another side " where the hell are you aryansh , i didn't expect a perfectionist like you getting late for his own important bussiness meeting ".

Dev asked in worried tone " What is happening? Why are you not even recieving call ".

Aryansh take deep sigh and said in deep , cold , emotionless voice .

" I will be there in few minutes ".

He ended the call and take a deep breath, close his eyes . He takes deep breaths , he gathered his thoughts . Caressed his jaw . Gritted his teath and composed him self .
And started driving.

He can't even even focus on his drive .
He keep imagining , getting flashbacks of those encounter with srinika before . His mind can't focus on drive , he always drawn back to her eyes , their eye contacts .

He stopped the car .

He is feeling burning sensation in his heart .
" Why I'm drowning to those brown eyes , why those eyes are pulling me towards thems ."

" Those eyes held the charm of entire galaxies of universe , beneath those  eyes there remain some thing hidden , unsaid , unconfessed things and secrets ".

" Eye that is full of innocence , purity , mischief , divine ."

Aryansh don't even dare to look at those eyes . He gritted his teeth and closed his eyes murmured to himself.

" I don't want my darkness to consume her light ".

Aryansh took a deep breath . his heart is pounding at high speed , he clenched his fisted .

" Why I'm even feeling strong urge to make her mine forever , keep her for myself and cherish her forever "

Aryansh felt conflicted and angry on himself
And clenched his fist in anger .

" I shouldn't even allowed to think like that , my world is dark , doomed ,conflicted, full of danger . She is angle and I'm a devil ,i don't deserve her light . I shouldn't. I shouldn't let my angel to even look at my dark realm , I should better stay aways "

He is so conflicted in his own feelings . He is the emperor of darkness, fear word is not ever echoched in his life . For the first time in his life the idea of fall for her , shake him to the core . There is something unsaid , unexpressed feelings only he can feel for her , that is even very strong feelings . He is in terror in the idea of fall in love .

But truth is that he even himself can't stop thinking about her . He tried to drive the car
Towards his office but he can't. He again stopped the car . The urge of seeing her again is growing deeper and deeper.