Imperfectly yours

chapter - 7

Srinika pov

A crimson red appear in my cheeks . I felt butterflies in my stomach when the old dadi maa give me ashirwad that I will find a very loving man in life , who will love more than anything. Her inner voice is whispering to her

" I truly wants to believe her words , my heart craved for love like this . Which is healing , growing , loving , nurturing. My
heart just badly want to believe this."

But my hopeless mind screaming to me

" It's not a fictional world ,nor I'm a fictional character nor there is a fictional man in real world . Fictional world is beautiful, enchanting and healing meanwhile we see complete contrast in the real world . In fictional world every thing is so dreamy . "

" In the real world where man are constantly abusing women , used women to satisfy their ego and needs , where they treat nothing but just like objects for pleasure and needs . No one care about women's dreams , goals , aspirations , happiness."

" I know it's not about all man , but still it is man . How hypocrite a society can we worships goddess in our temple ,we celebrate festivals which her dedicated to goddess but on the other hands that society never stand when a girl is sexually assaulted, harrased , facing domestic violence , female infanticide , honour killing ."

I bitterly smirk

" What a audacity "

" We have seen how there no similarity in between fictional world and real world . When you see that in real life in this generation love has become nothing but a dirty game . Where love is not as divine it used to be . In era where every one is cheating with their partner , causal fling, hook ups , one night stand , open relationship become so common ,it's hard to find a genuine person , who put genuine efforts for you ."

" And people like us , like me who feel so much . Who are emotional , who are sensitive. It's feel like a nightmare to even fall in love , I may be read so much romance novel but I am all hopeless . Even if there are some people like me who has genuine intentions of love are either heart broken ,cheated or too afraid to fall in love "

" Cause we don't want to hurt ourselves . Love should be like a healing place or comfort place for a person but it's has become terror for us to fall in love in this generation. "

" Yes , reality hits hard ."

" It's not like that trust love does divine love exists like prabhu jagganath ( avatar of lord Vishnu ) maa laxmi , bholenath and maa parvati , maa siya and ramji . Actually true existed but people are not true . We thought that love doesn't exist. Love exists but people are not true or honest to themselves or other , that's the real fact ."

I smiled at the old dadi maa

" Thank you , dadi maa "

She caressed my cheeks so lovingly. Part of me just want to believe this but I'm too wounded by reality. So I try to ignore my conflict in my head And focus myself on conversation .

That Dadi maa took me to another side of temple to introduce me with her other friends , and me and that dadi old dadi vansied to that direct while smiling and laughing.

Aryansh pov

" She is my goddess " he wishper

I look at her like an lost baby is looking it's mother . Full of love , craving for her love and attention. I felt again that sensation in my heart .

He take a deep breath and close his eyes than open his eyes .

" When ever I think about her or look at her i just forget that world around me even existed . "