Imperfectly yours

chapter - 4

Srinika , kajal ,Kunal entered the university.
Srinika said while giving worried  expression. " He bhagaban, he prabhu aaji mari gale " ( o God today we are finished ) Kunal look at srinika with confused expression ,

" arey behn jab odia mai bol Rahi ho to sath mai hamre liye translate v kar diya kar , pata Cale humein gali to nai de Rahi " . ( O sis please translate whenever you speak odia let us know if you are cursing or what )

He laughed while looking at kajal and srinika .I hit kunal with my hand  in his arm and laughed Kunal you " kukur muha ". ( Kunal you are a dog face )

Kunal laughed again while looking srinika " fir calu ho gai , iska meaning v bata de meri maa , please " .( Again , she started please tell us the meaning).

I laughed and cursed him you know Kunal you are a dog you know that . I hit him again in his arm . Kajal laughed and said  "ofcourse he is a dog , no doubt."

Kunal try to act like he is angry and pouted said " you both girl love to roast me , huh ''. he is trying to play hard by faking anger but he know that he can't get angry on his bestfriends aka sister from another mother . he broke his that demeanor and laugh hard . srinika and kajal both laughed hard . kajal hit srinika and kunal in arm , hurriedly '' duniya khatam ho jayegi fir v hum log ka he he he khatam nai honey wala '' ( our laughing would not stop even the world ends )

srinika pated her head and hurriedly said '' o guys we need to hurry , or we will definitely get late for classes you know ." 

'' we have already been late , lets go .'' i grab the hands of kajal and kunal and drag them inside the university .

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Aryansh pov

'' no , i  can not stay away from her "

there was mental conflict inside the head of aryansh . A inner storm is crushing his inner world like never before . he is ruthless , emotionless man who so much focused into his business . never ever let his emotions too heavy on him . in his whole life he never felt like this .

His inner turmoil was more dangerous  and serious then the darkness which was casket his life . have you ever heard  about fear of being in love ? yes it exists . its a unusual feelings or emotions , in which you  are afraid of being in love . in which you can't even believe that you are deserve to be loved or being in love .

love is a worst nightmare for people like this .some times this inner turmoil is too heavy on them that thet end up hurting themselves .  we can say when a person is deprived of emotions , feelings , longings . it make them  like ice dry, hard and cold . that is happening with him which he is  unable to decipher the script of his own feelings . which made him cold and  hard like ice  .

he is denying himself that how can it even possible ?

"we are  humans we ourselves crushed our  hearts thousands times before world can "

he is sitting in his luxury black Mercedes benz car  which he parked some distance  , outside her university as he see her and her friends entering the university .he can be sitting in  one most luxury car with most comfortable interior , but he felt real comfort when he look at her . her mere giggle is enough to took him to the state of ecstacy .

when she was giggling and talking to her friends . he is just mesmerizingly watching her from distance . he is smiling like idiot while watching her he is in trance  and he wishper to himself

'' it is worth dying , i will n't  regret if I'm dying now , while admiring my girl ."

His gaze soften whenever he look at her .