His Guardian Angel

Comfort and trust

Ishan bas chup chap khada ha.. Because he don't know ki vo vapis hug kar sakta ha ya nhi Nehal ko... Uper se vo usse dikh bhi nhi raha ha... But he can feel his body against him... So he just rests his head on Nehal's chest and again closed his eyes... And enjoying the music of Nehal's heartbeats

After like an eternity.. Ishan finally broke the hug and try to look ki kash usse vo dikh jae jo vo dekhna chhatta ha... But unfortunately usse koi nhi dikh raha..

Ishan aab 2-3 kadam piche jaane laagta ha.. Or Nehal bas chup chap Ishan ko duur jaate hua dekh raha ha.. He want to stop him but aabhi Nehal ki himmat nhi ho rahi usse rokne ki... So he just let him go

They both are now suddenly missing the warmth of each other and suddenly a hollowness surrounded their hearts .. They again feel empty... And a cloud of loneliness surrounded them..

After taking few backward steps.. Ishan finally stops when his back hit the wall...

Ishan (maan me sochte hua) - why does it feel so right that when i hug a stranger.. Why don't i feel scared or awakward... Why i feel that i know you since so long.. Why does it feel like i belong to you... Why i am feeling like this.. Whyyyy... Why i am missing his soft and gentle touches... Why i want to go back to him.. Why i feel safe in his embrace..

Nehal is listening all the thoughts jo bhi Ishan ke dimak me chal rahe ha.. And these thoughts scared him to the core because this indicates the darkest emotion that fears him the most and that is the fear of attachments .. The fear of falling for someone jo aapka kabhi nhi ho sakta...

He want to erase these thoughts from his and Ishan's mind but unfortunately vo aesa nhi kar sakta because as usual he can't use his powers ..

He know ki jo bhi ho raha ha vo galat ho raha h because Ishan ki kismaat me Shubhman ka hona likha ja chuka ha.. Or koi bhi isse nhi badal sakta... Or aagar kismaat ka likha hua badalne ki koshish ki gai to iske aanjaam bhot buure ho sakte ha.. Kisi ki jaan bhi ja sakti ha...

Nehal want to stop Ishan's thoughts so he finally called him..

Nehal - Ishii. Please meri jaan.. Maat socho itna..

Ishan - (just closes his eyes) -ple.. Plea.. Please

Nehal - no please don't (with pleading tone)

Ishan - you know what i want right now.. I want to feel safe because the demons in my head are eating me up.. They are making me so insecure.. I want to feel important.. I want to feel belonged... I want to feel loved by someone .. I want to feel like i matter to other peoples.. (and a tear fall from his eyes)

Nehal - Ishii.. Me hu na.. Please stop thinking all negative things.. Please aese maat rou..

Ishan - then please make me feel alright.. Pl.. Please

Nehal - you want to feel my touch ..????

Ishan - just nods slightly (with sobbing)

Nehal aab bas within a blink of an eye.. Sidha Ishan ke saamne khada hotta ha.. And directly look at his eyes.. He can see the volcano of emotions in his beautiful doe eyes..

Nehal - i am here Ishan.. Can you feel me

Ishan didn't say anything and just raises his hand to touch him.. But he don't know ki vo tk kar raha ha ki nhi..

So, Nehal just hold his hands gently and put it on his face...
Right now Ishan is cupping Nehal face..

He is tracing every feature of Nehal face like he want to make a picture of his face.. Like he want to know how does he looks like... He want to memorize each detail in his mind...