🔞PORN🔞
🔞DEGRADING KINK🔞
🔞PAIN KINK🔞
🔞FINGERING🔞
TOP HEESEUNG
BOTTOM JAKE
'Play the video'
jake has not touched himself for a week and he just wants to be held.
he either wants to get fucked or fuck the shit out of someone. he wants both. but he could never dom. he knows it. he admits to it. but he wants to put his dick on his heeseung hyung so bad. and he also wants to be fucked by him with no mercy. he wants to be told to scream heeseung's name to show how much he and only he can give it to him. to show that heeseung can only make him feel this good.
fuck the members in the dorm hearing them right? shame and embarrassment is for tomorrow. pleasure and slapping of skin is for now.
jake keeps his eyes on his ipad screen playing one of his favorite porn video as he intently watches the person thrust their hips on their partner with jake's own hand moving rapidly on his dick, thinking about heeseung's lips on his neck, sucking, licking, and biting the skin, marking him.
fuck, jake wants him so bad.
with his stomach knotting, jake knows he's almost there as he lets the lids of his eyes fall down, brows furrowing.
he leans his head back on his chair's headrest, releasing a grunt from his throat, hand still moving, but this time he's rolling his wrist with his hand at the tip of his leaking cock.
he didn't want the members to know the sin he was doing while thinking of heeseung. he always feels bad. he thinks it's unfair to heeseung that he thinks about him to get himself off.
but just as if the universe hears his thoughts, someone came bursting through the door.
jake hears a surprised gasp from beside him.
"what the f-"
jake flinches, hand stopping its movement as he sits up straight, hurrying to pull down his hoodie to cover himself. he's generally scared of death but all he wants right now is to be buried alive.
he doesn't have the time to turn his head to the door so he slams the ipad down on his table as quickly as he can, sending a quick prayer from above that the screen did not crack. as if hiding the ipad now would change anything.
"jakey..." a voice quietly mumbles.
jake hears it. he hears the flustered tone from the person standing one feet away from him. and of course. of course, it's heeseung. of course the voice came from someone he secretly have feelings for. now he gets to send a curse to the gods above because it's got to be his heeseung hyung.
it cannot be one of their members walking into him. it's got to be heeseung catching jake watching gay porn with his dick out.
with his fucking dick out.
heeseung probably knows by now what jake's thinking about whenever he tries to get himself off.
heeseung probably knows how much jake wants heeseung's dick on his ass right now. he probably knows everything.
why did the universe not give him the chance to let heeseung know through his most likely sloppy confession. he's done for. everything's going to be awkward between them from now on. he should've done this in the bathroom.
he knew he couldn't be comfortable and slip through the safety of someone going in the room and catching him jerking off. he shouldn't have let his guard down like that.
jake couldn't look at heeseung's eyes but jake knows he's being stared at with whatever look is given.
and he wonders why.
