A smile appears across his stubbly face as we kissed, after all this time he was mine and I was his again. My heart beating faster than ever before. After all the fights, all the pain I went through, but it was all worth it, for him.
Michael.Then, I jolt awake.
I stare into the darkness, I don't see his perfect face and he's not beside me, oh yeah, another nightmare. I curl up in the bed of my one room apartment and cry. This sucks. I don't know what time it is, but I can't see from the salty tears running down my cheeks. I live alone so the only people who can hear me are my neibhors. But I can't scream anymore since I've lost my voice from screaming already. I quietly mumble to myself as I sob, he hasn't left my mind since everything happened and I've done almost everything to get him off my mind.
But I can't, I can't, I can't. I'd do anything to have him back but I know he thinks I'm worthless,
But I am.
I never deserved him and I never will.
I finally restore my sight as when the tears stop flowing, it's 2:45am. I haven't slept and I've barley eaten the past few weeks, I look like hell, I really really look like hell. I have nothing, nobody at all, my parents died when I was 13 and I stayed at an orphanage till I could move out, I'm 19 now. My mind wonders to when Michael and I first met, we were in highschool, I've never been the happiest but now I'm just a big ball of shit and sadness. I remember almost every detail of that day too. I was wearing sweat pants and a hoodie, heh I looked like hell then too. My hair had just been highlighted and cut shoulder length too. Michaela no I had never really talked, but he was one of the most attractive boys in the school, and I was just an outsider who sat and drew every class.
I feel more tears down my burning cheeks as my mind snaps to reality.
I can't do this.
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Memories //luke hemmings
FanfictionQuinn was destroyed when her and her boyfriend Michael of three years,got in a fight and broke up. She had never been the happiest, but now she just felt like shit. The memories she had will haunt her for the longest time. First the ones from her ch...