A worried expression began to cross his face as he stared at me, fear being clear in his eyes.
"YOU FUCKING LOVE ME?! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT LOVE IS. YOU FUCKING WANT TO USE ME, BITCH." I was raging now, I knew that I had released my dark side, the one I had fought against to protect the people around me whether they were innocent or not. I kept kicking him until he screamed at me, shock washing into me.
"How do you know what true love feels like? Have you been through it before?" His sudden outburst of anger shocked me, I knew he didn't truly love me. He loved my body.
"You act like you know everything! You're not a Goddess! You know?! You can't know everything...". My own anger had begun to rise again within me, my blood boiling as my head began to throb in pain, my fists clenched at my sides and my whole body heated up. He had kissed me without my permission, he touched me without me even having a say, he tried getting us into a relationship even though that was the last thing I wanted. All of these thoughts began to spark the anger within me as he continued with his lecture of how heartbroken he is, of a one night fake relationship that he had created. How could I have even been so lenient towards him?
He kissed me and it still disgusted me, how could I have allowed this. Was I that weak? I had learnt everything the hard way and now I was going to let my evil side take over me. I wanted nothing to do with this bitch."How do you know?!" He screamed at me and before he could even say anything more, I yelled at him, making him flinch and stare in terror at the monster who now stood before him.
"BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT TRUE LOVE FEELS LIKE! I'VE EXPERIENCED IT MYSELF! I KNOW WHAT IT IS!" I've never screamed this loud, ever. My throat instantly began to burn and my eyes were full of tears of anger. Without even thinking, I smashed the base that sat on the table, against the wall.
"YOU THINK IM STUPID?! I'VE NEVER FELT PAIN IN MY LIFE?! I HATE YOU! WHO TOLD YOU THAT YOU COULD TOUCH ME, BITCH?!" I'd never been this angry in my life. The pain of my first love came shooting back to me like an arrow hitting the centre of me heart. That's why I got so angry when he kissed me, I already had a first love that I couldn't bear to forget.
I could no longer hear him, shouting nor breathing. He lay there in complete shock, absolute silence and looked at me as if I was the definition of fear.
My dark side had finally been released, I had never experienced it and instead I locked it away, never knowing that it could be outside. I glared into his eyes as an evil grin appeared on my face, I've never felt this powerful in all my life.
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Heartbreakers: The Cursed Child- Book 1
JugendliteraturLiving a life of disappointment and heart break is painful and difficult. But what would you do if you found out that you were the heartbreaker right from the beginning? Yulia Ivanova is a Russian girl, adopted by a family who doesn't love her, they...