Angst Damian Wayne One Shots

The Blood On My Hands

Damian's Mind

It happened again. I killed.

No one believes me when I say it was an accident. I swear I didn't mean to but all they told me was once a monster always a monster. They aren't wrong. I'm a Monster, a total fucking Monster. While I didn't mean to kill him, I will always be responsible for the past. 

Everyday, I go through the manor and all I get are glares of disgust from Todd, Drake, Grayson, my father, and even Pennyworth. They mutter things under their breaths, saying cruel vile things about me, wishing I would just want to kill myself.

Which I already do, every night I stay up, I can't get a wink, all I see is him, blood slowly pouring from his chest with my katana wedged into his heart. Its all I see and nothing stops, I've cried so much I don't think I have much tears left, its like I emptied it all. All I feel is numbness and pain. Oh how unbearable that pain is. Nothing makes it stop except the sweat pleasure of my razor. 

I know I shouldn't be cutting myself but it feels so good and relaxing watching my blood drip out of my wound and its not like I can damage myself more with so many scars covering my skin. Eventually even that wasn't enough and I needed something more. Drugs.

I got addicted to them, they made me forget who I was, what I did, basically everything. I felt so free. All the countless of souls I killed that still haunt me are totally wiped from my brain but all good things come to an end and I come back from my high back into my dark world that I have no purpose in. Father took Robin away from me and Mother doesn't want anything to do with me. I have failed both of them. I have nothing to do in this world anymore. All the drugs and cutting weren't enough, I felt so tired. No one would notice if I was gone.

They didn't notice when I stopped going to school, or leaving the manor. They sure as hell didn't notice me never leaving my room, or eating. They didn't notice when I stopped speaking and painting. I was mostly motionless on my bed and no one knew or cared enough to know where I was. 

I was so tired. 

Todd POV

"Ughhhhhh" I thought, demon spawn once again left the door open to the garden and the lights out there. He's really a tiny little piece of shit, he doesn't belong here. He's a monster. It was 3 am and pitch black outside except for the lights all the way in the farthest corner. I considered just leaving it and making that little whore go do it tomorrow but for some reason I decide to walk all the way over there. Something in my guts made me do it and the closer I got the more my heart sank but I didn't know why. Then I saw demon spawn. He looked so peaceful on the ground even though he doesn't deserve even a moment of relief. I should wake him up and yell at him but it wasn't until I got closer that I realized red liquid surrounded him.  I sped up, and the metallic, irony smell of blood hit me. 

"Shit, Demon Spawn are you ok?" I rushed to him, he didn't wake up, I started to panic and checked his pulse. There was none.

"NOOOOOOOOOO"

3rd Person

A loud scream woke up the rest of the Bat family, everyone rushed to the garden only to find Jason on the ground holding a peaceful looking Damian. They all instantly soured when they saw him but didn't understand why Jason was crying.

" Why are you crying while holding that little bitch?" Dick asked. 

"Cause he's dead!" Jason howled with pain. He moved his body so they could see the pile of blood pooling around Damian who had slits down wrists. Everyone stood there in shock, not knowing what to do.

" I bet that demon is playing a prank or something, thinking its funny." Tim said with pure disgust in his voice but all Jason did was shake his head and that's when it all hit them. 

Damian Wayne was dead, and the reason of death was them. 

- 10/07/2024

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