Jealous • A Bang Chan FF

Chapter Thriteen: Anxiety

~ YUJIN'S POV ~

I woke up, blinded by the light that shined through the curtains. I look to my right, glancing
over at the two boys piled on top of each other. I couldn't help but smile.

At least I remember last night. I remember Chan's touch, and his comforting overprotectiveness. And these boys, who never fail to be there when I need them. I owe them so much.

Shit, we're flying back soon.

I groan, this trip was more of a mess than productive on my part. I could already feel the pressure building in my chest, thinking about how we would
have to immediately start preparing for our comeback when we got home.

I swung my legs over the side of the bed, trying to shake off the sleepiness.

Suddenly, Felix stirred, blinking sleepily at me. "Morning, Yujin," he said with a yawn, his voice all raspy and adorable. Seungmin remained asleep beside him.

"Morning," I give him a smile. "I have to go get ready and pack." I say, getting up.

"Need help?" Felix offered, stretching and sitting up a little straighter.

"Nah, I'll be fine. Just need to throw some stuff in my suitcase." I stood up, trying to ignore the gnawing anxiety in my stomach. "Thanks anyways," I say as I walk out their hotel room door and into the air-conditioned hallway.

When I stepped onto my floor, and began walking towards my room, I took a glance at Chan's door.
Part of me wanted desperately to see him. To tell him thank you. But another part of me was scared to see him. He's so warm sometimes, but also so cold. Lately I've seen a lot of his cold side, a side I haven't seen since debut.

I walk to my room and swipe my keycard. I start packing mindlessly, too tired to care about how neat I did it.

My flight back also has me sitting next to Chan and I'm still questioning whether or not I should just stick with Minho.

I groaned, tossing a pair of shoes into the mix of
my suitcase. I plopped down on the edge of the bed, running my hands through my hair.

Suddenly, there was a soft knock on my door. "Yujin?" It was Hyunjin.

I walked up and opened the door. "Hey, what's up?"

"Hey, I just wanted to make sure you were cool with you know... Chan." he looks at me, a soft expression across his face.

"Oh um... yea I'm okay." I say, hoping he doesn't ask many questions. I wonder if Han, I.N and Lee Know, know what's going on between us too.

"Okay we'll, if you need anything tell one of us, okay?"

I nod. "Thanks, Hyunjin. I'll be fine," I assured him, though I wasn't entirely sure. He left and I closed the door.

I grabbed my phone and mindlessly scrolled through my messages. Most were from the other members asking about the flight details or joking about our next meal. But then, a message popped up from Chan

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Channie

Hey, you okay? Just wanted
to check in.

I'm fine, just packing.

I know you're not fine. I saw
you last night. Just please
talk to me later?