And what does that exactly means...?" Yoongi asked, his heart was accelerating every damn second... "Nothing!" Jimin said with a mischievous tone and turned his chair to the front. "How is the album going?" Yoongi gulped, trying to calm his beating heart. "Smooth until now..." He replied. "Of course, when you're the one doing!" Jimin mumbled enough for Yoongi to hear and make a nervous snort. This stupid heart!
After 2 hours of uninterrupted and undisturbed focused working, finally Yoongi was off. He stretched a little bit and yawned once, unaware of an undisturbed gaze that lingered on him for a whole 2 hours.
"You're done?" Jimin asked. Yoongi nodded with a tired smile. "Let's order something to eat?" Jimin was a guest of his, of course he shall ask if Jimin wanted to eat. "Nah, I'm fine!" Yoongi gave a nod. "I wanted to ask you something!"
"Yeah?" Yoongi leaned back on the chair. "What is love for you, hyung?" Yoongi turned his head to take a look at Jimin. He could easily read Jimin's face. "Why?" Jimin sighed leaning back too. "Looking at Jin hyung and Namjoon hyung, I wonder, what is love? What's its definition?" Yoongi smiled, a knowing smile.
"Love is when... You surrendwr yourself to that one person. You want nothing but thier existence." He locked his eyes with Jimin. "Love is painfully beautiful mystery where you don't know what exactly to do. You start to think about that person. What if that person was there when you cried for a stupid reason or when you were smiling like a fool seeing someone happy or when your mind was racing with thoughts. You start to think about how that person would be in every happening of your life. You need them but you're equally happy if they're not yours. Just their happiness is enough."
"It's not about owning them but as I mentioned, surrendering yourself to them." He smiled again. Talking about love might be his favourite thing. "That's beautiful..." Jimin was in utter mesmerizing effects. "What?"
"The way you said it!" Yoongi chuckled. "Thank you! And what about you?" Jimin made a thinking face. "I'm not good at explaining. It's simple. Taking care of each other. Staying at each other's side in every ups and downs and truly loving that person... That's all.... " Yoongi nodded and then chuckled.
"You should have high standards you know?" Yoongi suggested and Jimin smiled. "I do!" And having you is like achieving more than those standards, you know? Was silent.
He shifted his chair a little and rested his head on Yoongi's shoulder. "Are you okay?" Jimin nodded. He was exhausted but he needed this today...
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Jimin woke up with the sunlight falling on his face. He was layed on a couch in Yoongi's studio. He opened his eyes and first thing he saw was Yoongi sitting of his spinning chairs with his phone attached to his ears. He was talking to someone. "No, he is still sleeping." He waited before speaking again. "All these years and still hos sleeping face makes my stomach do flips. I don't know how the fuck I will survive without my Jimin..." Jimin suppressed his smiled and laid down, pretending to be asleep.
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"I can't imagine how will he treat me if we get together. Like his words, they did magic on me... If his words about love are this beautiful then imagine how beautiful his love would be..." Jimin explained to his roommates + Jungkook and Namjin. They were all sitting in Hopetaemin's room while Yoongi was thinking that his roommate was with his boyfriend.
"Totally agreed. He's goddamn simp for you, hyung!" Jungkook, thier greatest supporter recited. "This is nothing! You should ask me, how many nights and days I've spent listening about you. If you hugged for 5 seconds, I would hear about it for like 4-5 hours! Don't get me started."
"Really?" Jimin asked with wide eyes, "You don't believe me?"
"I do, I do!" Jin snorted. "You remember that lamplight you gifted him on his birthday?" Jimin nodded. "Yeah, for his studio!" Jin agreed, "He takes care of it like anything! And that day I had to stay awake the whole night because apparently, suga thinks that you, his crush, cares about him!" Jimin's blush turned a light shade of pink.
"And even that letter he wrote to you, he literally begged on his knees to manager hyung!" Jin recalled another moment. "And should I tell you about the most recent one?"
"Yeah yeah, tell us!" Jungkook exclaimed like a baby. "That day when he yelled at you for Jungkook? He literally cried whole night even after you guys talked it out." Jimin widened his eyes. "For real?" Jin nodded.
"Wow! I didn't know his feelings were this deep!" Hobi recited. "Me neither. We thought he might have just a huge little crush on our Jiminie!" Taehyung added.
"Then you're wrong! I love this man right here so much!" Namjoon said with a smile, "But the feelings, the love that Yoongi hyung has is thousand times more. I haven't seen anyone love someone like Min Yoongi does..." All smiled in a sync.
"Guys, I'm still here!" Jimin's voice cracked a little as he pulled everyone's attention. "Omo, why are you crying my Jiminie!" Jin walked toward him and sat beside him, hugging him close. "I'm just overwhelmed...." Jin chuckled ruffling his hairs. "So wait any longer. Just go and tell him. If he gets to know about you reciprocating his feelings, he'll go insane!" He giggled imagining Yoongi's huge smile.
"I'll go right now!" Jimin got up straight in a great confidence. "Really? Are you sure?" Namjoon asked with a worry. "Yep, I can do it! It's easy! It's easy, it's damn easy!" He said motivating himself.
"Yes, it's easy hyung, you can do it!" Jungkook tried to boost him for which Tae slapped his thigh. "Shut up!" Jungkook sealed his mouth. "Wish me luck! I'mma do this!" All showed a thumbs up and Jimin marched out of his room. He straight up went to knock on Yoongi's room, heart beat accelerating with every step.
"Jimin-ah? You haven't slept yet?" Yoongi asked as he noticed the strange nervousness on Jimin's face. "You won't call me in?" Yoongi tittered and opened the door wide for Jimin to enter. Jimin walked in and sat on Yoongi's bed.
Yoongi pushed the door to close it unaware of 5 unwanted people leaning on the frame to eavesdrop their conversation. "What's wrong?" Yoongi asked and sat down in front of him. "I wanted to tell you something..."
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You know... I know...- A Yoonmin AU
Fanfiction"The love that Yoongi hyung has is a thousand times more. I haven't seen anyone love someone like Min Yoongi does..." Tears in his eyes as Jimin listened to his bandmate talk about how his favourite one loves him... "Do I deserve this much?" __ Alth...
