11. Phobic

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"Jimin?" Yoongi called out. After whole 2 hours of waiting for Jimin in living room, finally yoongi saw jimin getting out of the room. Jimin seemed to be drowned into some thoughts but stopped and turned back from his way to stairs.

Yoongi approached him like a desperate person that he was that time, and held his hand. His eyes searching for a single sign of usual spark in Jimin's eyes, which was no where to be found.

"C-can we talk?" Jimin finally looked into his eyes. "I-I have plans with-" Jimin stuttered too.

"They all went to the company office. Things are yet to be sorted out." Jimin stared at him for few seconds. "Okay." Yoongi sighed with satisfaction and pulled him towards the sofa. He made him sit on sofa and he himself sat down on floor in front of him.

Jimin was surprised and tried to get him up. "Hyung-" Yoongi placed his index finger on Jimin's lips, that softness wasn't unnoticed.

"May I speak?" Jimin nodded a little. He took his hand back and looked down. "I'm... I don't know where to start...." He let out a chuckle. "Jimin-ah, I'm sorry! I realized that I did very wrong. I wasn't supposed to yell at you. I could've asked you nicely. I didn't try to understand you. I trust you, I always have. But today I just panicked. That made me misunderstand you." He fisted his both hands which was noticed by Jimin.

He placed his hand under Yoongi's chin and made him look up. "Hyung, it's okay. I understand. I should be sorry for my mistake. And I'm sorry for running away from you guys. I made you worried." Now Yoongi's tears were visible in the corner of his eyes.

"I'm sorry." He whispered and slowly leaned his head on Jimin's lap. He placed his head on it and Jimin smiled. Yoongi has always been sensible out of everyone although he doesn't show it. And Jimin is the only one to see this side of him.

A lot of things happened in the past 7 hours and that exhaustion had made both of them weaker. All others were busy sorting things about Jungkook's out break and Yoonmin's special yell ceremony that went viral in less that a minute. I mean, of course.

But Yoongi believed that this was one step toward Jimin's heart not knowing he was already inside it with no way to get out.
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Jimin's PoV:-

"And I was so shocked after all the things he said but also, I expected it sooner or later." I finally let out my breathe after explain my conversation with Jungkook to my beloved roommates. "That's crazy and Kook knew it all? He never said anything." Taehyung exclaimed. I chuckled thinking about how jungkook shares everything with Taehyung and it's been the same throughout the years.

"Hyung? What are you thinking about? I asked to Hobi hyung who was thinking about something. "Jimin-ah, sit here!" He tapped on the bed. I glanced at Taehyung who also looked at me with the same expression.

Hobi hyung, when serious, does this. I quietly sat down. Suddenly my surrounding felt cold and there was a complete silence. "Jimin, as jungkook said Yoongi hyung has a romantic crush on you. You see, 'romantic crush'." He emphasized and I nodded. "Are you comfortable with that?" His question was.... Somewhat considerable. After all this saga, I actually never thought of this. Am I comfortable with Yoongi hyung's feelings? I mean- "What's wrong with it hyung?"

"Huh?" Tae's sudden interruption got our attention. "What's wrong with having feelings for your bandmate? Is it gender? The fact that he's also the same gender?" I tilted my head in confusion. "I am just confirming Tae-" He was again interrupted. "But why? Anyone could fall for Jimin. Look at him. Jimin? Are you uncomfortable with hyung's feelings? Are you homophobic?"

"Taehyung! What's wrong with you?! Why are you suddenly breaking out? Hyung was just getting my thoughts sorted and no, I'm not uncomfortable with hyung's feelings!" Yes, I wasn't uncomfortable but just it felt weird. Out of everyone out there, population of girls trying to win him over, he has feelings for me? That felt little weird but also moment where I got butterflies. That's how butterflies work!

"I'm sorry, it's just... I-I don't know what triggered me!" Tae explained. "It's okay, Taetae. I know. Just get in your mind none of us is homophobic, we all support same gender love. We all know it's equally significant." Hobi hyung smiled. He's just calm and soft for everyone. And what he said was also right.

"Y-Yeah!" He smiled nervously. Hobi hyung's phone rang at the same time. "Sorry boys, gotta take this!" He smiled softly at his phone screen and walked out to the balcony, closing the door behind him. Sus!

"I know what triggered you!" I poked Tae's tummy with my index finger. "What are you talking about?" I lifted my eyebrows. What an actor!

"Don't act so unaware. Jungkook triggered you, didn't he?" He gave me a black look. "Absolutely not-" I interrupted him rather quickly. "Yeah-yeah, the Kim Taehyung is having pretty little crush on his dongsaeng but his dongsaeng rejected him. Uhmm. Uhmmm..."

Yeah, he was surprised. "How did you- wait! Who told you all this?!" He yelled a little. "My guts did!" I laughed at how he almost threw his hand on me. "Of course, I know! We've been with each other for years now. Of course I know everything happening with you!"

He did buy it but his eyes lost that happiness they had just a few minutes ago. "I'm trying to move on but it's just hard!" He said in a low yet audible voice. "A piece of valuable advice from your dearest, lovely and lovable best friend, don't move on!"

"And you think so, because?" I placed my hand on his. Tae was sensitive one. Always "Just wait for the right time to come. They say if you love someone truly, universe will definitely give you that person. Just the right time is what we have to wait for..." I finished with a knowing smile. He said and gave a nod while his smile returned back.

"Sorry, sorry, it was just an unavoidable one. What are we discussing about...?" Hobi came back with a shy smile on his lips. "Nothing special." I shrugged.

"By the way, you guys know right? We are gonna start with practice for that award show. Too little time with a greater goal this time!" Tae hummed while I nodded. "Yeah, I got message too."

Hobi nodded and walked towards us. "Our life is two sided. Whatever problems we face and no matter how much big it is, we'll still have to keep huge smile on our face so...... Get together you shit. And smile bright...."
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