Eyed Well

6: trouble

Sunrise's are truly a bright creature that makes you feel dim when you are drowning in the emotion of sorrow.

Even tho I don't want to have fun today, Rose was able to convince me. She told me that I have to wear shoes not heels, and normal clothes.

I was confused but she told me that I have to, I didn't argue since I wasn't in the mood for it.

But that's what she wanted me to do to lift my down spirit up, but after the letters the memories and what happened in the restaurant I can't just immediately feel better.

The whole group was coming, so that did make my spirit to be lifted up by her hands like a puppet to the upper part, but I truly couldn't get myself out of bed, it wasn't even depression, it was just I felt so humiliated and ashamed that I couldn't fight back.

I don't want to feel that again, and a soft breeze had been breaking my hours of attempting to forget him.

But dreaming, zoning out, talking, writing, drawing. He was stuck in my mind on every twist possible, not leaving any room for my own self, I felt like I wasn't even in my own body because I can't stop thinking about that night.

A ringing sound attacks my phone startling me a little since I was out of reality escaping it through my own thoughts.

I pick up the phone, slide the green button and place it on my ear.

"Hey Mark." I say weakly. "Are you ready, everyone is almost here!" I giggle a little then nod and say yes.

I place my shoes on white and black paired with a black jacket, a skull printed in front of it, I zip it up till my tits make one part of it slide down till it reaches my elbow.

A beige shirt, it reveals most of my waist, but hides my whole back by letting the loose fabric slide down my back hiding the word, but revealing my stab wounds.

Thankfully the jacket hides it extremely well.

My black thong shown in sight, my black belts with white gems shine in light when wrapped around the loops of the baggy jeans that rest low, right above my hips.

Now I may not have big tits, but I got ass and that is more than enough for me.

Rings and bracelets wrap on my fingers and wrists, I only end up adding 2 bracelets on each hand, removing the ones I thought were too much.

Lastly a jewel necklace, it was covered in pearls, the thread not even shown due to the pearls, a jewel hangs down there, a white one with silver shine shaped like a heart.

I bought it for myself one day because I had extra money and felt like spending.

I check my phone to see 6 missed calls from Mark. Oh shit.

*Time skip*

I had arrived around 10 minutes ago, it was only me mark and rose, the rest were still "on there way"I

But to be honest I don't mind them being late at all, it gives me more time to speak to my friends.

"Wait so who else is coming?" I sit on the top of the couch, Mark on the ground, rose being the only normal one between us.

"Well Celeste and victor are 100 percent coming, the rest wanted to come, but they're caught up with the project so much, so they might also come a bit later." As Rose was talking we hear the doorbell ring.

I switch from sitting down to standing up, heading over the door and opening it.

Finding Celeste standing with the biggest smile ever placed on her lips, thus her eyes are barely shown from how strong the smile was.
And victor was standing behind her with a weak smile but it seemed so genuine due to the glimmer and shine that rests in his eyes, showing like they were showered like gems that were just found.