Chapter 6

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For whatever strange reason, i felt a strong need to look cute today. Like a strong urge. Is it cause Chris and the convo we had yesterday?

I feel the need to show him I actually own more than just sweats and stuff like that.

I went into my reasonably big closet. I rummaged through the closet for like an hour until i found a decent outfit. I picked out my I do ratchet shit crew neck. Some destroyed booty shorts. But since i don't necessarily like showing my legs at school, i grab some design stockings. Next is some black Nike socks and my black Timberland's. Then my twisted hoop earrings, 2 Chanel charm bracelets and my Versace chain.

I get in the shower, blasting my music as i do so. It's this song i wrote with my niece Namiko and my brother, called promises. It was a cute little song we did.

Namiko's father, my brother Miyagi, was in rehab at the time. I was taking care of her cause my Mom acted like she didn't know how -_- and my boyfriend treated her like his own. She was really young then, but she thought he was her daddy and that i was her mommy. But at the time it was me who was truly naive.  He cared for no one but himself. But he had a soft spot for Namiko. She has that affect on alot of people.

The situation just got out of hand, honestly.

I snap back to reality and finish my business. I get out the shower and lotion up. I put in a matching black VS set.

After that i get dressed. Once I'm satisfied with how i look i sit down at my vanity mirror to do makeup. I apply my foundation and begin to highlight.

"JHENE" my mother calls.

"WHAT"

"YOU GOT A PACKAGE"

I huff in annoyance, putting my tulip brush down. I make my way down the stairs. I enter the living room and she looks up at me. She smiles.

"I like your braids." I give her a mental eye roll.
"Thanks. Where's the package" i don't feel like conversing with her. She hands it to me but i cant really tell where it's from the outside packaging.

"Well I'm leaving for work. I'll see you later on tonight." I nod and walk up the stairs. I hear the front door close and i go back to work on my makeup. After about thirty minutes I'm pleased with my appearance. I put on my Mac Ruby Red lipstick to go with the front of my sweatshirt.

I got like 15 minutes before i leave. I plop down on my bed and my leg hits something. It's that package that i forgot about.

I open it up and guess what it was?

My grill bihh! I hella forgot i ordered that like a month ago. It was 2 bottoms. One with fangs and 2 caps. and one with a bar that looks like dripping gold.

I'm really hype now cause my shirt got a grill on it so now i match. Like yass. I'm wearing the fangs today cause i like how those came out. They're my favorite but I'm not going to wear the caps.

I take a few pics on Snapchat and IG.

*ding*

Weirdo.-.XD- Morning

Me- morning ugly.

Weirdo.-.XD- Funny. I was finna skip and go get something to eat. You down.

Normally, i shun those type of ideas. But i wanted to give in. Like step out of my comfort zone. But why?

My finger hovered over the send button. I didn't know what to do. Be good and say no? Or be bad and go with? He already thinks Ima goodie two shoes.
I pushed the button
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Me- where you wanna go?

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